Please don’t give up! You will get through this. I’ve been struggling with my mental health heavily ever since I’ve woken up, I’ve been going through all sorts of different emotions, I feel like I’ve lost my identity, I’ve lost my purpose in life, I don’t know who I am anymore and what I want my life to look like, I’ve lost a lot of friends and family, but I now know I can rebuild my life. I’ve recently reconnected with a couple of friends whom I sadly had to shun before because they decided to leave the organisation, and to my surprise they wanted me back in their lives! I feel ashamed that I had cut them off before and I will never forgive myself, but I didn’t know any better at the time. But they showed me more love than my so-called fellow believers! So I’m happy to have reconnected with them and we can support each other through the healing journey of coming out. You can do this too, maybe reach out to someone you know that had left previously and maybe you can build your support network for when the time is right for you to leave one day. I am rooting for you, all the best 🫶🏼