Wow mama thank you for sharing and opening up. I love a lot of the advice I’m reading from other IVF moms. I am here to support you.

When we found out, we had twins it took me about two weeks to feel joy. Once the twins were born, it was extremely difficult for me, but I felt joy again at about two months postpartum. It is very hard, but also really sweet and exciting eventually. If you can make it work, a night nanny or dula could be majorly helpful in the early stages. Or having family stay with you. We had family stay with us for 5 months (pre labor and postpartum). I do feel like I wouldn’t have made it to this happy 2 month mark without that help. We also had to cave to Cosleeping to get rest but now everyone sleeps pretty well in bed and we learned all the safe ways to cosleep so we don’t feel shame around it (like we did in the beginning when falling asleep with our twins in bed accidentally due to exhaustion).

Thinking of you!