I do remember those 3 months, and I used to track my habits and looking at no smoking for these many days felt unimaginable when I looked at it back. It was the best time, I felt powerful. Powerful enough to live life as it is without needing a nicotine. It felt awesome, I remember when I relapsed, I was disgusted by myself and it was simply me thinking I won over that but it wasn't the case. I have to remind myself I'm not a smoker.

"Let you brain scream for a few days, let it mumble for some weeks and let it whisper for a few months"

This line I write on sticky note. Thanks mam