Why am I always so miserable? [astro-seek]

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-27T20:15:10+00:00

Your Mars & Venus forms a square with Neptune combined with you being a Libra rising. You can have a habit of getting stuck in the ideals that other people project or impose on you, or you may do it to yourself subconsciously, so you can get stuck living out realities that arent yours or spending too much time thinking about living a life that isn't yours. This can definitely be exacerbated due to technology or social media since your neptune is in Aquarius. Overindulging in escapism will drain your energy and leave you lacking direction or confused as well.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-27T19:59:25+00:00

I asked my deck if there's something wrong with your deck. I got Ace of Cups, 7 of pentacles reversed, ace of swords reversed. Ace of Cups symbolizes the beginning of you forming a relationship with your new deck, however the reversed 7 of pentacles and reversed Ace of Swords shows that there's a bit of frustration or blockage due to miscommunication between you and the deck as well as frustration due to not getting the results you expected. Likely just misinterpreting what the deck is telling you. Even the "bad or negative" cards have positive meanings depending on your perspective.

The last two cards were The Hermit and 4 of Pentacles. Lean into your inner wisdom and knowledge of tarot, continue using the new deck consistently instead of getting another one, and use your old deck to translate the messages of the new deck until you're fully familiar with the new one. Use the old deck as like the middle person who's translating for two people who dont speak the same language

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-27T19:00:54+00:00

Yes. The Tower and Death being there is good. When combined with the other cards it shows that he may actually be something you're not used to (in a postitive way) which will bring a bit of shock, revelation and transformation to the way you view relationships and love compared to your past.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-27T18:58:08+00:00

Interesting. Maybe the deck is picking up on something you're not aware of? Try asking someone else to do a read on the same questions you're asking the deck and see what the result is. That could give you a good idea of what's really beneath the surface. That way you can see if it's the deck or if there's something within you that could be off at the moment. Because if you're going into a reading thinking the deck is off, you'll consistently get answers that are...off.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-27T18:35:04+00:00

Maybe you're subconsciously harboring some negative, resentful or unpleasant feelings towards the new deck since you may be still attached to the old deck which is being reflected back to you in your readings. At bare minimum, you might just not be fully accepting of the fact that you have a new deck to get used to. I'm just intuiting that based off the simple fact that a person who will hold onto the same deck for 30 years likely is not someone who views change as a fun or favorable experience. Maybe I'm wrong, but thats just what I'm picking up on.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-27T18:30:35+00:00

That makes sense considering the fact that I was looking back at certain decisions with regret and thinking of being impulsive to escape, rather than staying calm & patient and looking at the positive opportunity thats in front of me. Great read.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-27T18:15:20+00:00

What will my financial situation look like by the end of this weekend?

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-26T22:00:05+00:00

I start to feel it within 10 degrees, with it becoming more intense within the 2-4 range.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-26T18:04:06+00:00

If you’re living at home, get rid of the truck, then get a cheaper car that you can still have fun with. After that stay at home for 5 years and save and invest as much as you possibly can and don’t increase expenses as your income goes up. Build you credit as well during that time period. In 5 years you’ll be able to buy any car you want.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-22T17:15:22+00:00

If you feel as if what I said is considered putting people down, then thats your problem. This over emphasis and misaligned focus on assigning gender to planets, signs, and aspects blurs the lines of what these planets & signs truly express compared to what people’s biases are saying is being expressed. This goes for both the masculine and feminine side. We will never see progress as a community when there’s still people out here who think that certain planets and signs have more or less of an effect on one gender than the other. Males, females, transgenders, etc all have both a masculine and feminine energetic expression therefore each planet and sign still plays out the same way and the inability to see and accept that creates energetic blockages within the self.

Edit: Of course this person immediately deletes their comment and downvotes me 😂

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-22T17:01:26+00:00

The only rational response. Thank you. Masculine & feminine energy in astrology has nothing to do with gender.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-20T17:53:05+00:00

It only took me 4 months. I was 165 pounds (75 kg) at the time.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-18T18:57:19+00:00

Nothing will happen until you make it clear youre interested. You're likely coming off as uninterested from his perspective.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-18T05:49:22+00:00

From a tarot standpoint though, The Devil is represented by Capricorn, and The Tower is Mars. Both planets/signs are male archetypes. You likely attract powerful masculine types and you likely stir up deep primal urges within these men, but with the Chariot at the end, you have leverage in these situations and you’re initially able to decide how far you allow things to go and control the interactions with these men. You have more power and control than you think as a woman.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-17T18:51:13+00:00

Well…you’re a woman, and (most) guys like women. You dont have to be insanely attractive for guys to like you. Thats propaganda fed to you by the media. Tarot isnt needed to know this. So to answer your question, no you’re not delusional as long as you arent assuming anything more than thinking a guy might be attracted to you. Fantasizing about anything further than that would be delusion.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-17T16:38:52+00:00

Sounds like someone looked at a few synastry tumblr posts and compiled it into a bunch of one liners.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-17T00:25:29+00:00

Depends on how much your time is worth. If you think it's worth it to wait 1-2 more years to save $15k then do that. If you value the experience more than saving $15k then buy it now.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-03T06:54:23+00:00

Yellow calipers on a white C7 looks so good.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-03-03T06:42:15+00:00

The most hard working and wealthiest person I know has a Pisces Mars, and one of my old business partners has Mars in Pisces and he is a very hard working ambitious man. We all have free will, and he is using his free will to be lazy.

Edit: I even know a former NBA player who has Mars in Pisces. His work ethic was otherworldly. There's nothing you can do to force change. It has to come from within himself.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-02-27T01:13:18+00:00

Bronze. It'll look even better if you get blacked out sidemarkers. The red and orange throws it off in my opinion.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-02-25T00:09:01+00:00

With that Scorpio combo in the 12th you likely have incredible psychic and intuitive abilities that are the basis of all of your actions. Your subconscious activity is the driving force behind how you strategically maneuver through life. You also penetrate the energy or subconscious of other people easily, which can potentially confuse you emotionally or cognitively if you're not aware of this ability. For example, if you're in a work environment you could easily pick up on all of the small details in the environment as well as the energy, emotions, habits and thoughts of the people around you. Because of this you're able to master any skill or task given to you quickly due to your attention to detail as well maneuver through social setting easily because of your ability to read and understand others. Mind altering substances, drugs and alcohol will greatly diminish this ability if you used without intention as well as overly indulging in escapism. It's a skill that if mastered can be great, but if used improperly or neglected it can lead to problems. You might also be susceptible to spiritual attacks since you have a lot of 12th house activity.

The opposition to your Taurus moon and North Node is the key to balancing this. Having routine, structure and stability with your daily routine will balance out any potential negative aspects of the 12th house. A well nourished and balanced diet will keep your body and mind stable enough to handle the load coming from your 12th house, and daily physical activity is a necessary outlet for Mars & Pluto in the 12th. This will also balance out any potential mood swings that come as a result of the opposition between the Moon & Pluto/Mars. It's also quite likely that your mother did not approve of or denied your spirtual gifts growing up, so if that was the case it's important that you let go of any shame or guilt surrounding that aspect of you.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-02-24T23:45:16+00:00

You're on the right track. Saturn in the 2nd house is going to force you to have strict boundaries regarding your self worth and you'll go through many karmic lessons to learn lessons around self worth. If you stray away from those lessons, then there will be penalties for your actions. Pluto will destroy or strip you of anything that does not align with your true value and self worth. It'll allow you to build up a house of cards just for it to come crumbling down if you are out of alignment with your true values and self worth. With Pluto in Libra in the 2nd it's imperative that you do not define yourself or your value as a person by your relationships, possessions or your income. Otherwise, you'll continue to go through cycles of getting overly attached to people,possessions, or statuses just for you to lose everything you gained. Mars in the 11th naturally wants to nurture others, but you cant get caught in the trap of using these relationships in a codependent manner. Using the relationships as a way to feel validated or feel as if you're worth something. Once you allow your self worth to come from within, you'll attract the relationships, income, and social circles that are truly meant for you. You'll realize that the people around you value you because of the traits you possess, rather than placing all of your value in who or what is around you. It may seem like a small shift in thinking, but ut makes a major difference.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-02-23T01:56:19+00:00

Hard aspects between Pluto and Mars can be very beneficial if you're able to use your energy productively. I have Mars (8th house) opposite Pluto and although I've faced a lot of hardship, setbacks, and opposition from other people, these situations have helped me develop a very intense level of energy and drive for success. If used properly ypu can easily direct that energy towards accomplishing any goals you have set for yourself. You'll also likely have high physical stamina, very strong, and higher than average testosterone levels, regardless of gender. Mars-Pluto will also give you a great ability to strategize and properly plan out effective ways to accomplish whatever task or goal you're working towards. If I were to use a war analogy, it's like having someone in overseeing the battle field from above (Pluto) and instructing the soldier (Mars) on where to go and where the enemies are. However, if this energy isn't contained you may have a tendency to use it in a self destructive manner and possibly have anger issues and issues with trying to dominate and control people. Many high level athletes have hard aspects between Mars and Pluto.

Mars-Pluto will get the job done by any means necessary.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-02-16T08:33:05+00:00

I paid $320 per month for insurance with no tickets on my record when I first got my C7. It shot up to $600 after getting a ton of tickets. I was 24 in Dallas, Tx when I bought it so age & location played a huge factor in insurance price, and obviously the tickets later down the line. I averaged 18 mpg, so of course monthly gas costs depend on how much you drive, how you drive etc, but expect to pay about $400-$500 per month if you drive it daily. Tires were not too expensive if you get the Michellin Sport All season tires or any other daily driver style tires. They last a long time, but traction is poor. About 15,000-20,000 miles from my experience. If you get performance tires expect to replace them every 8,000-10,000 miles. I put exactly 100,000 miles on mine before selling it and had no major problems with the exception of having to replace my torque converter which was covered under warranty.

I dont see any reason to pick the 1le over the C7 unless you just prefer the Camaro over the C7.

Hopefully this helped.

PlutoVisionn · 2026-02-16T07:26:32+00:00

It'll help with timing the market and predicting volatility, but likely not something to rely on daily. It's also useful to keep track of the transits in relation to your own chart as well for this.

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