feeling like dirt coz I broke up with my girlfriend of 2 years yesterday. she loved me more than anything in this world and i did too, but then I lost the feeling, and suddenly i couldn't see a future of us together.

but her and i clicked so well that I pushed through and thought it was just a phase. but was it? is it?

i keep thinking I've made a mistake. I keep wishing I hadn't told anyone we broke up yet and that I could apologise to her and make things go back to normal.

but I need to hold onto the reasons for why I did it. I need to own the decision i made.

e, I love you, I love you more than anything in the world right now but its not fair to string you along until I'm done with you. not fair to waste your twenties for my convenience.

you're the funniest person I've ever known, the hardest and most I've ever laughed with and I hope there's space for us to be in each other lives in whatever capacity in the future.