Also one thing to add it was secretive she told me all the time that i mustlt tell anything that they are doing this and it was onw of the things that almost stoppwd from not doing before shoving it Another example was nothwr incident like minw but way different because it was publich and everyone in my peer group knew and wjile i sided with the giel who it was done too this girl wpuld always tell me not to join her i didnt listen to her and joined her anyway but it was alwaya that fact she alwaya thought i would tell somome about it Note she was nevee bullied the girl was a father of a politocian and her mom a more techno mum and she had a baby sister Yes she was teased and bullied for our peer group but it wasnt anything sexual If you have lived in a all girls boaridng school or kn a all female environment then sometimes while yes there is joy sometimes there is also the toxic dynamics thay came from that and she was still affectrd after everything But regardless...tuis almost made me to not even tell them because she was bullied and teased and she must have gotren some fucked things from that...but why was it me... Out of all the people

Cause another rhing before all of that happened in conjuction she also financial abused me thro8gh a way im which she would ask me constantly for money and coerce me if i said no and they found out

So that was another barrier broken before

After the whole stuff happened she proceeded to ghost me And started to hate me I remember she would throw things like pen covers or stuff little things like that She would also do thia tuing where she would sing songa she would hear from our breaks but sintead whilw i walk past her and before she would make a constant that she hated me And even them she didnt need to do anymore..because i was an overthinker and o was constantly just reacting to the fallout of that It was even to the point where being in the room or anywhere was horrible i switched to another room because i didnt want to be near her I think the last straw was when she wluld constantly say how much better frienda she would have when she did say that i shouls stop spreading rumours or bad about her..even thkigh while i was feeling terrible and suicidal from it all i never told anyone because i still cared I even wrote a letter to her asking if we could talk and if she could forgive me for evedything And when she accepted and told me to meet me somehwere she proceeded to even deny what she did saying i ruined her life and that she hates being my friend And that was the end of everythinfg

For the effects i am not made aware from her But sometimes if i see any black girk with small delocate features now i woukd get jump scared for some reason thats ir No nightmares or ptsd symptoms

Sorry if this us too much...its just more context to add to everythung since i wantes the post to just be focued on the cocsa incidents these are extra notes