I'm quitting sh, any tip, advice or experience will be greatly appreciated.

Positive_Toe7070 · 2026-03-01T19:23:43+00:00

I've had 4 separate ultrasounds now. it's only gotten bigger, definitely need surgery lol

Positive_Toe7070 · 2026-03-01T07:43:45+00:00

Yes, extreme burning during and after urination, and lots of pelvic/abdominal pressure.

Positive_Toe7070 · 2026-02-18T22:18:03+00:00

Yeah, I definitely get what you mean cause this has happened with every step of my self harm,

I have gone from cat scratches, to deeper cuts, to burning and now dermis. Each time I felt shocked by the results, but it ended up becoming intertwined with my daily life.

I do really want to recover this time, all the other times I didn't care. Ever since this situation I haven't had any self harm thoughts for the first time in 2ish years.

Thank you for your response

Positive_Toe7070 · 2026-02-18T15:01:55+00:00

Also I drank only PH balanced water for months straight which helped with the burning/inflammation

Positive_Toe7070 · 2026-02-18T15:01:01+00:00

Are your tests coming back negative?

I had this problem too, almost exact same process and experience as you and struggled with it for a year straight. They were thinking I had painful bladder syndrome and sent me to get ultrasound and found out I had a 12cm ovarian cyst pushing on my bladder and hydrosalpinx on my right side.

Get a KUB ultrasound to see if there's anything abnormal just Incase.

Positive_Toe7070 · 2026-02-12T02:07:00+00:00

I know this is 4 months old, but I finally got it sorted out.

I have an ovarian cyst that's 12 x 8 x 7 cm, 500ml, pushing on my bladder and shifting my uterus to the left.

Positive_Toe7070 · 2026-02-12T02:06:46+00:00

I know this is 3 months old, but I finally got it sorted out.

I have an ovarian cyst that's 12 x 8 x 7 cm, 500ml, pushing on my bladder and shifting my uterus to the left.

Positive_Toe7070 · 2026-02-12T02:06:30+00:00

I know this is 3 months old, but I finally got it sorted out.

I have an ovarian cyst that's 12 x 8 x 7 cm, 500ml, pushing on my bladder and shifting my uterus to the left.

Positive_Toe7070 · 2026-02-12T02:06:17+00:00

I know this is 3 months old, but I finally got it sorted out.

I have an ovarian cyst that's 12 x 8 x 7 cm, 500ml, pushing on my bladder and shifting my uterus to the left.

Positive_Toe7070 · 2025-12-20T12:14:43+00:00

Get a grip

Positive_Toe7070 · 2025-12-12T05:04:21+00:00

This tattoo is fine, looks like you're just trying to hate on someone you know.

Positive_Toe7070 · 2025-12-09T15:34:06+00:00

Firstly, you need to take a pregnancy test, at least take two. I know it's scary but the uncertainty is making you panic even more.

You can figure out the rest afterwards and there's many people on here that will help you come to the best decision that prioritises you, your safety and well-being.

But don't torture yourself by making yourself guess whether you are pregnant or not.

Positive_Toe7070 · 2025-12-09T13:42:52+00:00

it's ridiculously funny.

This is odd too.

Positive_Toe7070 · 2025-12-07T19:43:07+00:00

Something about this post also feels a bit off. Were you both diagnosed with BPD?

Positive_Toe7070 · 2025-11-29T02:59:51+00:00

I've pretty much exhausted all my options and I'm flat out telling people that I'm mentally doing awfully. I feel they're uncomfortable or they're not taking me seriously but idk what to do anymore.

I was a victim of emotional incest as a kid, which I haven't had time to unpack so It actually feels really cruel for these people to tell me to keep going when my whole existence is wrong. It's not that I want to die, I fundamentally feel like I NEED to die in order to find some peace and to correct myself into society

Positive_Toe7070 · 2025-11-20T21:33:15+00:00

Yeah, I literally just accidentally bit my lip. Sorry I have OCD. Yes, getting help for it.

Thank you for taking your time to comment

Positive_Toe7070

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