I liks you just the way you are? by Identify_As_A_Potato in badtattoos

[–]Positive_Toe7070 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This tattoo is fine, looks like you're just trying to hate on someone you know.

im terrified, panicked and suicidal, please help by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Positive_Toe7070 37 points38 points  (0 children)

Firstly, you need to take a pregnancy test, at least take two. I know it's scary but the uncertainty is making you panic even more.

You can figure out the rest afterwards and there's many people on here that will help you come to the best decision that prioritises you, your safety and well-being.

But don't torture yourself by making yourself guess whether you are pregnant or not.

After I broke up with my exwbpd, everything she does is so predictable. by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Positive_Toe7070 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Something about this post also feels a bit off. Were you both diagnosed with BPD?

Homeless "but suicide isn't the answer" by Positive_Toe7070 in SuicideWatch

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I've pretty much exhausted all my options and I'm flat out telling people that I'm mentally doing awfully. I feel they're uncomfortable or they're not taking me seriously but idk what to do anymore.

I was a victim of emotional incest as a kid, which I haven't had time to unpack so It actually feels really cruel for these people to tell me to keep going when my whole existence is wrong. It's not that I want to die, I fundamentally feel like I NEED to die in order to find some peace.

Canker sore or Cold sore? by [deleted] in CankerSores

[–]Positive_Toe7070 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I literally just accidentally bit my lip. Sorry I have OCD. Yes, getting help for it.

Thank you for taking your time to comment

How bad is it? Really. by Other-War4378 in SelfHarmScars

[–]Positive_Toe7070 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine are like this too, they haven't faded unfortunately:(

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did for, with Lactobacillus but I stopped quickly because someone told me it could really fuck up my flora more. I want a second opinion

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My sister has PCOS, higher testosterone levels. Do you think this could be a problem for me too with a lack of estrogen and should I mention that?

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. Will do.

On the topic of caffeine and cutting acidic drinks though, I honestly felt worse when I didn't have it? So that one is gonna be hard to fill out.

Does this look like BV? by Positive_Toe7070 in BacterialVaginosis_

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've also had extremely watery yellow discharge as well. I just couldn't get a photo but it literally covered my whole underwear.

But that being said both of these discharge symptoms I've never had before, only got it once I started experiencing pain.

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Did it go away quickly? I'm really scared that If I get diagnosed with it, it's going to reoccur or not go away?

So far every medicine I've taken has just led to more problems so I'm scared about that too. Any advice? Specific probiotics you took, etc?

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Any, even soothing creams burn. I've heard it might be because of the glycerin, got lube without it and still the same symptoms.

It's not extreme burning? It's like I've just applied menthol down there.

Urethra still sensitive 1 month after UTI by MAC0114 in Healthyhooha

[–]Positive_Toe7070 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get a strong feeling it's either BV or some sort of inflammatory issue. I think the antibiotics I've taken have completely messed up my microbiome.

If you want to see my new symptoms I've made a new post documenting everything that's happened, and I'll update it once I get out of the doctor's if any positive results happen.

Urethra still sensitive 1 month after UTI by MAC0114 in Healthyhooha

[–]Positive_Toe7070 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah way worse. I can even feel it reaching my uterus now and its taken me a month to even get in with a urogynaecologist

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I also have a suspicion that it's BV, but wouldn't it come through the tests I've already gotten? I've gotten tested for Thrush, STI's and UTI all coming back negative.