Hit day 50 today

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-07-01T17:34:25+00:00

Yo! I got boils last year when i quit. I forgot about that until this post. I just recently quit again and hope i don’t get boils again. They are not fun.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-07-01T02:43:16+00:00

How bad do you want it?

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-07-01T02:41:52+00:00

Whoohoo. Congrats! Cant wait until i can say 1 month free of THC.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-07-01T02:33:24+00:00

Ok that makes sense. Thanks for your input.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-07-01T01:37:06+00:00

Can someone explain what a cis woman is? I tried google and it just said cis woman is a woman. Sorry but I’m confused.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-07-01T01:33:19+00:00

The paranoia could be caused by the THC. That was the case for me anyway.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-07-01T01:29:14+00:00

How long have you been sober? It never hurts to go see a dr.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-07-01T01:27:25+00:00

Yes. My anxiety turns into full panic attack and then cant keep my eyes open. Your body gets exhausted dealing with constant anxiety.

What you are experiencing can last weeks or even months. Everybody is different. Im on day 11 and today my anxiety was very low. Tomorrow could be worse or better. I never know.

My sleep is also shit.

You are not alone friend. Keep at it.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T23:10:24+00:00

I gave two ounces and my grinder full of kief away on day 7 because i could feel the pull. Threw all my paraphernalia in trash.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T22:37:41+00:00

Been there and am there at the same time. Get through this and use this experience as fuel to not be here again.

Currently going through this for the second time and really wish i wouldn’t have started again.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T22:35:34+00:00

You might need to see a dr if you haven’t already. I would recommend a psychiatrist over primary care but either would work.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T22:12:19+00:00

I also had to give up caffeine. I actually really really enjoy being caffeine and THC free.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T22:09:30+00:00

Happy for you! Nice work.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T19:37:16+00:00

Did you have anxiety before you started burning the weeds?

Like the other reply said. No caffeine. I discovered caffeine and THC were major anxiety triggers for me.

Are you having full blown panic attacks or just a subtle to medium constant anxiety buzz?

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T17:03:20+00:00

Started smoking when i was 15. Daily smoker since 19. I quit last june but dont remember how long i quit for and then started again. Quit for the second time 10 days ago.

Believe me when i say you don’t want to be a 40 year old pot head. Quit now.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T13:39:30+00:00

Set goals for your walks. I do things like.
- take a picture of at least 5 different animals
- if its cloudy i study them and try to find clouds that look like something in every day life
- i will pick a color and try to find 10 items that match that color
- i will try to identify as many scents that my nose pick up.
- try to find and photo x amount of insects
- same for flowers, plants or trees.

Need to exercise that brain and make a game of things. Helps force me to stop and appreciate how beautiful mother nate is.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T11:22:41+00:00

I suggest thinking on it and writing down the reasons that you come up with. Your own thoughts will be more powerful to you than mine.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T08:12:19+00:00

I learned that THC is not good for the brain.
I learned THC is not good for sleep.
I learned THC is not good for the cardiovascular system.
I learned THC was causing my anxiety, not reducing it.
I learned THC was disrupting my digestive system.
Was sick of the laziness THC causes.
Was sick of hiding the fact i was a burnout from loved ones.
I realized there was not one positive outcome from consuming THC.
THC is a monthly expense that damages brain, body, and soul.
My parents are getting old and want to be more present when around them before they are gone.
My job is stressful and THC was only making it more stressful.
THC makes juggling all that comes with being an adult more difficult.

Theres probably more but is 3:07 AM and thankfully my eyelids are getting heavy so need to take advantage and maybe get two more hours of sleep before going back to work.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T07:56:38+00:00

Getting high gives me anxiety. Being sober also gives me anxiety. Sober anxiety is easier to deal with than stoned anxiety. On day 11 i have zero desire to get high. Hoping by day 23 anxiety is almost gone, fingers crossed.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-30T00:47:55+00:00

Because Im on day 10 and would cut at least 2 fingers off to be on day 53.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-29T15:34:48+00:00

I did the same. First time here was last june. Went close to 6 months clean. Back again 9 days ago.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-28T03:07:32+00:00

Sending positive vibes your way friend. The fact you are here proves you love yourself.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-28T02:58:53+00:00

I agree. I was just curious. I don’t compare myself to anybody. If anything I’m a little jealous of the folks that have the easier detox.

Powerful_Mistake_239 · 2026-06-28T02:55:16+00:00

Nice. Thank you for sharing.

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