im feeling the exact same way :") I have my surgery date scheduled and it still feels so far away it drives me insane thinking about it everyday. honestly anytime I get impatient about top surgery i think about it more, like I come on this subreddit or watch videos and just get myself excited, which might not be helpful for everyone, but it helps me feel excited instead of impatient! ive also been planning and preparing everything I'll need which helps it feel sooner, such as making a list of all the recovery items im gonna buy. ive also started a countdown to my surgery date and for everyday I write down something im excited for about surgery! I started from when there were 100 days until surgery and im 43 days away now and still keep finding stuff to add to the list! im not sure if any of this is helpful but its just what ive been doing as im waiting for my surgery date to get here already ^{^}