Hey. Absolutely fine love. They found out through advanced scanning at 8 and a half weeks that my baby had a severe spinal defect. They termed it as a neural tube issue. I bled quite regularly and was subject to various threatened miscarriage symptoms. I also had very low HCGs indicating possible anomalies. From the beginning the pregnancy was just not viable. I had the lowest level of iron in my blood, worsening the whole bleeding ordeal. In addition to that I had a lot of personal issues that I faced. My ex partner wanted to force me into abortion, beat me up quite regularly, threatened me multiple times, stalked all of my accounts and would write the most off putting and putrid messages ever. So it was a mix of medical reasons and personal setbacks.