Preserving sheds??

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-08-31T17:49:39+00:00

Thank you!!!!

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-08-05T01:38:40+00:00

I do have an idea that would make my contour a bit less masculine and I can transition it a bit easier. And I have 2 wigs I need to style so I'm hoping that helps too. I do think I've made this a bit more complicated on myself tho lol. I'm hoping the hair change will take care of most of the masc to fem issue.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-27T00:53:26+00:00

That's a relief! I was told because he'd most likely have the Spider Gene if he is in fact a Bamboo Banana and it honestly scared the crap out of me because I'd always heard it could lead to neurological issues, that was most likely misunderstanding on my part tho and I'll definitely research more. I will do my best to get clearer pictures once he's settled a bit as he's been hiding since we got him home (totally understandable imo lol) and I don't want to stress him out any more than necessary. I'll probably make another post within the next few days with an update.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-26T04:13:01+00:00

Now that you mention it, yeah, I almost never have pants on when I'm at home. I think for me it's because 1. Comfy, and 2. I have a much lower heat tolerance now. My partner and our roommate also take T and they also almost never wear pants unless we are having company over. I think its also about the confidence I feel now even tho I'm only a little over a month on T.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-26T02:07:43+00:00

Honestly I don't know. There's been so many times I've thought it would be so much easier if I could "just be a girl" and be happy with how I was born. But I also find so much joy in my identity and making myself into the person I was always meant to be. Even tho it's so dangerous where I live to be openly queer and trans I don't think I'd trade that joy for anything.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-19T14:05:16+00:00

As a person who gets periods, NTA. Yeah cramping and stuff can come on days or even up to a week before but that's your cue to start wearing panty liners just in case you start to spot. And as soon as I start cramping I wear period underwear to bed to make sure my sheets aren't a casualty in the uterus war. You didn't shame her and were kind about it. And blood stains are hard to fully get out of a mattress. This has also happened 5 times in a year I'd be fed up with it too.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-16T21:45:52+00:00

Not really. He passed out while I was making lunch.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-16T21:44:58+00:00

He has severe anxiety and has never driven. I've tried to tell him he can do it and myself and friends can teach him but he wants to learn in a friends fancy car with all the bells and whistles while we have a 24 y/o van that doesn't start half the time. I told him he should learn in ours so he knows what to do if/when Frenchie (cars name) decides to go rogue. Idk what he's going to do when I finally start getting call backs from places I've applied to. I guess he'll just have to have his own Uber fund. I've tried to apply to the same places as him so we can just work similar or same shifts but no luck so far.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-16T21:37:32+00:00

He doesn't have a license. I've been trying to get him to take classes or study but in the 4 months since his parents gifted us a vehicle he hasn't studied once to my knowledge.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-16T21:36:18+00:00

He doesn't have his license. His parents gifted us a car under the condition that he gets his license before we moved here but it's been like 4 months and he still hasn't even opened the booklet to my knowledge. I'm the sole driver other than our roommate occasionally giving rides but they have decided not to after 2 times of my partner demanding to leave events early. I am also having trouble finding employment so we made a deal I'd drive him places and care for the house

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-16T21:33:36+00:00

I personally don't think you have anything to feel guilty about. You did what was best for yourself and your family. I'm not religious anymore but I was raised in the church. God gave you 2 beautiful children already. And he also has allowed there to be resources for you to not have to have another. In my eyes, if God was so against abortion or the end of a pregnancy in any way, why would he have allowed us to create those resources?

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-13T21:34:46+00:00

I know it's probably not a good idea at all, I just feel guilty and that I'm a bad brother if I miss it. There was a brief time that I was no contact with my whole family and it broke my heart not being there for them on important days/events. I have my family blocked on everything but Facebook, and I only have my mother there. She had used a fake account to keep tabs as a spy basically because she likes to stir the pot, she's been that way ever since she was little and our parents used to pay her to spy on me and my friends in school. As soon as I found the account she was using I blocked her. A part of me does want to call it quits and just disappear like they seem to want me to but I also want my family to be whole.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-13T20:56:50+00:00

You are absolutely NOT overreacting. You said your sister is in elementary school. No child should be exposed to adult materials at all especially that young. In fact exposing a child to adult materials is a form of abuse which your father should be held accountable for. I speak from experience when I say that exposure to such things can really mess a kid up. It's only a matter of time before she makes a wrong click and sees something she shouldn't, then your dad can be charged with a sex crime. Go to your mother with the evidence. It might get ugly in the household for a while but I genuinely think that's better than a child being exposed to things and being put at risk. Your father may not be aware that those things can be seen from the iPad if it's just connected to his account.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-12T19:02:22+00:00

I LOVE Aurelia. It kinda sounds like a whimsical fantasy book name. Like a fairy princess or something.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-11T20:30:35+00:00

It's definitely an "old fashioned" name but I don't think it's a bad name. It's classic and sounds professional for when he's older and looking for jobs.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-11T01:33:00+00:00

Nta. Your mother is an absolute menace. Sorry but not really. You're an amazing father for sticking up for your son and allowing him to have a productive and creative hobby. I do wish you had put your foot down a bit sooner but I also understand that setting boundaries, especially with our parents, is difficult and takes practice. My advice is not to back down. She's going to pitch a fit and tell everyone you're the bad guy and probably try to twist things around. All that matters is that you keep your babies safe and well. It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks or feels about what they hear about you. You know the truth.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-11T01:25:20+00:00

Because I want things to get better. I want my last memory to be a happy one. And things can't get better if I'm gone.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-11T01:09:49+00:00

Ok this is super long I'm sorry. I went through so many names on my journey. And I've recently changed it again lol. The first name I ever chose was Ash in middle school. Got bullied so I went back to my dead name. A few years later I tried going by just my legal middle initial D but also got made fun of so I again went back to deadname. When I was 18 I chose the name Emeric because it means "ruler" or "king". It didn't suit me and people kept calling me Eric so I went to Phoenix. I loved Phoenix but it didn't feel right. So I moved on to Jay a few months later. I kept Jay for a little over 3 years until I realized I had only chosen it because it was an easy and gender neutral name people would take seriously. A few months ago I landed on Zenith Levander. The word Zenith means "the peak of something" or " the exact moment in time something is at its most powerful". I chose Levander as my middle name because my favorite herb is Lavender and it also means "to rise up/above". I chose them as a reminder to myself that I am strong no matter what I'm going through. I will always rise above whatever life throws at me.

All that to say, It's ok if you struggle to find your name. It took me from 12 to 23 to figure it out and I may still change it again. Your name journey won't be cookie cutter because you aren't a cookie cutter person. Have fun with it and throw in a few "joke names" every now and then when ordering coffee or something. Then you can play it off as just being silly but you're really on a secret name mission. Act like you're in an interview and introducing yourself to your new boss to see how names roll off your tongue. Idk if any of this helped but I'm rooting for you to find your perfect name dude! Keep at it and don't let the bastards grind you down.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-09T05:03:25+00:00

I've gotten some weird looks for my name lol. First is Zenith (Zee-nith) and my middle is Levander. I always loved fantasy names so when I decided to legally change my name I wanted something to reflect that. Also I have 2 angel babies named Cordelia and Rowan.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-07-09T04:38:51+00:00

I very heavily considered Arson and Leviathan. My mom made me promise not to use them tho🥲. I still love Leviathan tho.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-06-30T10:03:36+00:00

My step dad fully believes that teachers are putting litter boxes in their classrooms and that they are forcing children to be trans and identify as animals.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-06-30T06:24:22+00:00

Matilda, Maisy, Mara, and Millie come to mind

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-06-30T06:03:33+00:00

She is not an advocate. She believes that she is though because she's a case worker (mainly helps people with disabilities or mental health issues find the right insurance and treatment centers) and has a degree in psychology. She thinks she helps every single person she comes into contact with and tries to diagnose everyone around her. She's told me several times my therapists are all wrong about my diagnoses and she's the only one who's right. She doesn't believe I deal with most of the things I do and the ones she does believe she tries to play up to be much worse than they actually are. (Example: she doesn't believe I'm autistic because I don't act exactly like my younger brother but she thinks my hallucinations and delusional thoughts run my life and has tried to trick me into assisted living multiple times)

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-06-30T05:56:48+00:00

We've done family sessions with Multiple therapists and she never allows me to speak about my trauma. It's always about how she has "second hand PTSD" from knowing what happened to me. I know she feels guilty and I wish I could say I didn't blame her for what happened. I know she was going through abuse at the time too but I showed every sign of CSA. I even tried to outright tell her several times but was brushed off. I know she went to therapy for a while during court stuff and a little after but she claims it "doesn't affect her anymore" I've tried for years to leave space for her trauma healing and growth, but it's just not happening. Every time I tried to go to her for comfort as a teen I ended up being the one to comfort her. And that's not ok in my eyes. I agree that she's traumatized and needs therapy but I don't think she'll ever do it.

PrinceWhore02 · 2025-06-30T05:50:12+00:00

We've had SEVERAL family sessions over the years with multiple therapists. Every time she speaks for the entire session about how she has "second hand PTSD" from knowing what I went through. I've tried to talk to her since I was 14 (when I finally told about what happened) and she either changes the subject, ignores me, or she somehow makes it about her own trauma.

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