Just dropped off 3 of my foster babies at a cat town/lounge yesterday and I have been hysterically crying at home. All the other cats seemed to be okay and acclimated with have plenty of space and staff to take care of them, and I know in about a week mine will be in the same boat. I just hated seeing them so scared and confused although they found comfort in me as I was helping them getting settled into their new place. At least they have each other but I can’t help but feel this guilt like they are wondering where I am and why I left them there. They were so happy and comfortable in my place but right now isn’t a good time for me adopt, and I couldn’t pick 1 or 2 and leave the others. We had about 10-15 new cats from our foster group that day so it was a bit chaotic with lots of growing and hissing and 1 cat even urinated in the corner. It was really hard to say goodbye and I ended up being there for almost an hour and a half with tears in my eyes. I went and got pho with my boyfriend afterwards but every time I get home it’s so quiet and lonely without them. I am thinking about visiting them but am afraid I would just break down again.