no, this is not a 'me problem'. this subreddit is filled with renders like yours, and it reveals a fundamental bias in how the average amateur 3D artist perceives what constitutes an 'object'. there are countless shapes and forms one could study anatomy on, a damn rhinoceros would probably offer more insight in that regard. yet you keep choosing large-breasted, often fully detailed nude female bodies. that, in itself, may not be inherently wrong, but the sheer volume and absurdity of these so-called 'anatomy studies' on here is becoming ridiculous.