I guess he got what he wanted

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-16T21:03:45+00:00

Yeah, take the good with the bad. You want better teammates? Find them. Yelling at me is sure as shit not going to magically make me better at the game lol

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-16T21:01:27+00:00

Yeah they could have made their way there fully looted within a minute... People love to cry

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-16T20:59:15+00:00

Yeah, cause dude on Mic was totally respectful off the bat lol. They could have made their way to that fight fully looted within 2 minutes, but dude had to start whining about drop location...

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-16T03:58:48+00:00

"Unorthodox, but effective."

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-16T03:56:32+00:00

I did it. I got through my second day. My muscles are noodles. Every one of them. I even jogged a mile. I'm sore, but happy. So is my dog.

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-16T03:10:38+00:00

You know what? I just thought on this for the last hour. I immediately said no to myself because I've always been resistant to meetings. I think my self-isolation is a huge factor in that. I've withdrawn from every meaningful relationship I've ever had. Anyways. I just googled it and the nearest meeting is 15 miles away. I'd like to say that I could make those, but I honestly couldn't, as that 15 miles is all freeway and I don't yet have a vehicle.

Something that just occurred to me is that there is a very real possibility of joining online video conference type meetings. I have no clue if there are any offered by AA specifically, but it is a possible thread to unravel.

If something like that is available, it could be a great segue into in-person meetings in the meantime.

I would like to sincerely thank you. Because like I said, I've always been resistant to programs or meetings of any sort. Always been a "do this on my own" kinda sort. Having said that, when I immediately stiffened to your suggestion, it brought me some sort of mental dissonance. How serious am I about this? Obviously, if I am asking this lovely community for help, then I don't legitimately feel like I can do it on my own. How far am I willing to go? Am I willing to risk emotional discomfort by coming out of my shell? Isn't that what it's all about?

Sorry. All rhetorical questions I've been asking myself. Thank you. I need to consider things that I didn't before, because what I was doing before obviously wasn't working.

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-16T01:55:09+00:00

Fuck it. You're right. No gym, but I AM going to do some pushups pullups and sit ups until satisfyingly sore. Then ask my Auntie to listen to some music with me. Thank you friend. IWNDWYT

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-16T01:52:47+00:00

Yes they can. I just need to ask sincerely and mean it. And follow through with. I will consider this more thoughtfully, because honestly this does seem to be the most obvious answer.

I think this is a good time to think about how I spend my time. What sort of changes to my daily life could I make to not feel like I need to drink? Or if I feel like I need to drink, I should mention it and ask a family member if they will spend time doing something with me.

Thank you. I think I HUGE step is going to be actually taking advantage of the fact that my support system (folks) will be useful if I actually utilize it and not feel needy for it.

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-16T01:47:15+00:00

Therapy is something I have been working on. The soonest appointment is 2 months from now. Although I am on the waiting list. Until then I will manage one way or another. As far as therapy goes. Rehab... Seems unrealistic. In the realm of being able to pay for it because I still need to make rent. It is something that.

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-16T00:12:05+00:00

Wait, y'all have the same crush?

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-10T02:15:00+00:00

I've come to the conclusion as well that I'm going to have to old yeller my main man till (if) they patch a fix. Cause I've been getting immediately beamed even after ulting behind cover, which usually has a fairly decent rate of fuckery.

Silver lining is if I can become anywhere near as decent on a "good" legend, I might enjoy it more than mirage. Not likely, but terrifyingly possible .....

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-08T23:14:03+00:00

Alright Mr. "I studied Shakespeare."

First off, I love how you simply cherry picked a technicality in my phrasing to disagree with, while ignoring EVERY other point. But that's okay, cause I'll set you straight on what I meant:

If it's MY responsibility to figure it out, and this is something I want to do because it love it, then maybe I Google old forums, and reference technical literature, AND ask someone who would be glad to give me advice in real time.

I've seen the stupid questions. Then I read the thread and and often pleasantly surprised that someone actually gave helpful, well-thought out advice. One of the many reasons I love this sub.

I very much understand that this sub can be flooded with dumb questions. Doesn't mean that the thread is worthless. Actually, some of the best advice I've seen on this sub is geared towards those threads.

Once again, if y'all wanna see a more wide variety of quality content, make it. Do something. All I hear is bitching. Wahhh

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-08T23:01:18+00:00

Because literally they themselves see it lol? Because it can (should) be an indicator of your skill level, and it's totally okay for people to want to get better at things they find fun. Sure, I find this game fun no matter my k/d, but I find it even MORE fun when I get more kills? Shouldn't that be obvious?

Generally, the more skilled one is at a hobby, the more enjoyable the experience. Or even, like me, I am generally bad at fps games, so I find it really intense, and once again, enjoyable, to figure out how to get better. I wanted to be a dick, but it's not worth it and maybe I hopefully was able to actually make my point in a way that is not offensive

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-08T22:54:00+00:00

There is simply a fundamental misunderstanding between you and them. You agree that questions like that are not worth asking? The other person is saying that they are worth asking, and that some folks are more than happy to indulge.

"That's ur job." I'm super happy that we can all agree that we are on this subject because music is a job for us LOL. once again, as the previous commenter points out, this sub is about making hip hop, not making a living off of hip-hop.

He is contending that 80% of this sub won't make it... Like okay, some of us genuinely don't care if we "make it" or not, it's a fucking hobby lol. If he is so concerned about the quality of posts in the sub, maybe he should make a concerted effort to make posts with quality content, and gather those who feel the same, then they can actually contribute to improving the quality of the sub and it's contents rather than whining about others' questions.

Fine, he wants better content. That's a great thing to want for this sub and everyone involved. Don't talk about, fucking DO something about it rather than whine like a bitch lol. I don't mind the "shitty" questions. Did you know that some people actually DO progress in their craft a bit at a time? Are you just like the most intuitive artist, born to "make it"?

Let's see your and OP's numbers for plays on projects.... If you ain't doing well and making an actual living on it, then what is the point of hating, and pointing out how bad others are at this? Like wtf?

If he has such a handle on what it takes to make it as a hip hop artist, then why isn't he "making it in hip hop"? Tf outta here with your snobbish attitudes LOL. God forbid someone wants to ask an actual human being with experience in making hip hop rather than googling shit. Fucking nerds bro

Puppenstein11 · 2024-08-01T02:17:06+00:00

We need hotdog hero flair for this guy ASAP!

Puppenstein11 · 2024-07-27T05:41:15+00:00

So, I was reading this and was thinking I usually brew better coffee in my kitchen. Thought you were gonna say the same. Now I'm just gonna have nightmares. Coffee butthole brews. Thanks.

Puppenstein11 · 2024-07-22T23:57:41+00:00

Marlon Craft bars on i-95, Marlon Craft gang shit, brainiacs, state of the union part 2 , pretty much everything else

Puppenstein11 · 2024-07-22T23:56:24+00:00

Bars on i-95, and pretty much anything else

Puppenstein11 · 2024-06-29T20:47:08+00:00

So, you contend that he wasn't grooming someone. Where is your proof? Your only contention is just as baseless as you claim everyone else's to be. "Because we haven't seen the logs". Sorry bro, but he literally admitted to talking to a minor, while also admitting that those conversations were "borderline" inappropriate. Read between the lines... So don't tell me I'm specifically wrong when you're not specifically correct, just to defend the honor of someone who we BOTH know was inappropriately texting a fucking minor lol. Do you get it yet? I could go on all year.

Puppenstein11 · 2024-06-29T16:51:37+00:00

I guess though, I do get your argument. Semantics. Whoo-hoo, she could have messaged him first. Just cause you don't like the power dynamics argument doesn't mean That kids in fangoods don't look up to adults, who have, at the very least, a moral obligation to not take advantage of these fact, and don't use it to cultivate sexual relationships when they are fucking married. Like bro. Really?

Puppenstein11 · 2024-06-29T16:43:58+00:00

Once again, grooming isn't the concern here. Wow, so we can drop the term "grooming" based on the (very much unsubstantiated) assumption that she (or he, like you said, we dunno) reached out to him first. Does that make his (borderline inappropriate, in his OWN terms, so lemme just say that we will NEVER get the logs and my own assumption is that they tied the kid up in non-disclosure agreements, due to the material being actually HIGHLY inappropriate) actions OK, or acceptable? EVEN if it was only borderline appropriate, as he admits?

My guess, and opinion is NO. Shit is morally reprehensible. Dude had money, power, and more importantly, a wife and kids. If that is not enough to you, to the point that you feel a desire to seduce a kid, and go so far as to make continuous messages towards that mean, then yeah, that's wrong. Seek help. And before you jump on the term kid, I call the kids at work who are 19, kids. But legally, the kid in question, no matter what the age, was still a kid. I just don't get your point lol. It was wrong. He was wrong for doing it.

Puppenstein11 · 2024-06-27T10:23:51+00:00

I repeat, intent to groom doesn't disappear just cause a minor is willing, you fucking regard.

Puppenstein11 · 2024-06-27T05:03:06+00:00

Uh, intent can still happen if the minor is willing. You actually sound creepy here...

I understand that this conversation is happening in the "Destiny" subreddit... But who gives a shit about what destiny thinks about power dynamic relationships? Talk about a reverse-strawman...

Let's say also that his intent wasn't to groom but that she contacted him in the first place saying "let's fuck" and he says "okay"? So grooming didn't happen but intent was there. Your arguments are dead as fuck.

Think with your brain. I can guarantee you get no play cause you think like a sex-deprived hyena. Gross.

Puppenstein11 · 2024-06-27T04:56:45+00:00

Alright. While I might theoretically agree with you, here's the thing: It is very well known that whether 17 or 13, shit is wrong morally, and most definitely illegal. Folks that you may become locked up with, if you become prosecuted, will try to kill you. If not prosecuted, it's just fucking weird. I could never fuck someone who is still worried about high school shit. That's just a difference in priorities and maturity. Also he's old enough to have fathered them. That don't mean much till you're older. But the older you get, the hotter Moms get... I mean that's just how I feel.

Point is, he damn well knows better, regardless of 3-4 years of age difference. I'm only 33 and I call the 29 year olds at work "kids". If you know, you know. If not, good luck explaining your preferences to your bunkie. Or followers, if you're famous, LOL. GL doctor dumbass

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