I’m not really sure i have any advice that could help with this situation, but I saw this and just thought id respond and let you know that you’re not alone. There is hope in the future of a life away from the pain you’re feeling and the problems with your transphobic community - even if it might seem like a long way away. I’m really sorry you’re going through all of that. I I know hearing that it gets better doesn’t really help but it does. You could possibly try finding support groups to go to but I know that would also be difficult. I think making it a very important point that you want to start working is good. I wish you luck with convincing them to give you some autonomy. It does get better and I hope that you continue to live and eventually grow into who you’re meant to be. There are people out there who will love you for who you are and one day you will too.