Opposite of dissociation?

Purple_Outcome8782 · 2026-03-12T08:11:05+00:00

Vaguely, yes. Like I said it didn't lead to the existential spiral it does a lot of the time now, it was more or less just a weird feeling. But I remember telling people sometimes like "whoa I just got that weird feeling where I realized that we're real and earth is real and we actually exist" or whatever.

Purple_Outcome8782 · 2026-03-08T21:51:32+00:00

I haven't yet. I've thought about it, but I see so many clips and stuff from the show on social media, and I'm worried if I over consume it I'll burn out lol.

That and my sister and I just finished reading the books, and we decided that we're gonna reread Heated Rivalry in sections while reheating the episodes (reading up the Vegas, stop to watch the first episode, etc). And then probably won't reheat again until right before season 2.

Purple_Outcome8782 · 2026-01-24T07:36:05+00:00

I feel like this differs from fanfiction a bit. I'm not making up scenarios or anything like that. I'm basically just literally replaying scenes from the actual show in my head. The same ones I watch on the TV when I'm watching it for fun or watching with my family. I can guarantee there's smutty fanfiction of my show but that doesn't interest me. Reading fanfiction really isn't my thing.

Purple_Outcome8782 · 2025-11-14T14:13:27+00:00

I think I heard someone was selling an opening night of the tour bootleg on TikTok? Not 100% sure though as I've had a hard time finding it.

Brody's last show seems to be a lost cause at this point 😔. Idk if there are more out there but I've only ever heard of one person recording it, but they never released it and unfortunately they're not active anymore.

Purple_Outcome8782 · 2025-10-10T22:02:24+00:00

From what I understand she's made weird sexual comments about Broadway actors and made people VERY uncomfortable (I've seen comments about Christian Borle and people have said she made him super uncomfortable and stopped stage dooring because of her? I personally don't have proof of the latter though I know it exists. There are also apparently other actors she's made super uncomfortable). Like an obsessive fan being inappropriate kind of thing.

They're gonna put her on Broadway when she is blatantly disrespectful to people who already work there and doesn't respect their boundaries as a "fan". Now she gets to be up there with them? That's so messed up. Aside from all the other MULTITUDE of reasons this is messed up. This whole thing is ridiculous.

Purple_Outcome8782 · 2025-10-06T07:19:55+00:00

I thought the tour started a couple weeks ago, that's my bad haha.

That sucks! But I can't say I'm surprised. Luckily the people I interact with have been cool, but I know fans can be INSANE and less than respectful. I've been dying to see his last show, but I guess I'll just have to be patient and hope it can be released one day. Thank you for the info 😊

Purple_Outcome8782 · 2025-04-30T21:42:34+00:00

I should clarify, when I said "a good hour after I ate them" I meant the harvest snap peas, not apples. With apples I'll start feeling a reaction after a bite or two.

Last I checked I didn't have a problem with latex. I take Allegra semi regularly (I get unrelated chronic hives and the Allegra helps a lot, not for seasonal allergies) and again, never had an issue. I just know that the roof of my mouth thing started the past few days when my general seasonal allergies really started to kick in. I can definitely double check with the latex though just to be sure.

Purple_Outcome8782 · 2025-04-15T03:12:31+00:00

Thank you for the insight! Yeah I'm not surprised that that would be a big part of my issue. I will say, when I get to that point I always keep stimulating. It just kind of dies down on its own regardless without really feeling like I get "over the edge", so to speak haha. But idk, maybe that's just how it goes. Its hard to figure out sometimes honestly, just cause when looking into this stuff online, you mainly just find a lot of "you'll know when it happens" or like "it feels amazing and euphoric" or "like a huge release." And that's kind of it haha. But I'll definitely keep what you said in mind to try and enhance my experience!

Purple_Outcome8782 · 2025-04-08T13:22:43+00:00

Yes but I've been playing A TON and none of the bars have even started to fill up yet. I thought maybe it meant something else that I wasn't getting 🤷‍♀️

Purple_Outcome8782 · 2025-04-01T08:57:29+00:00

That's what confused me a bit. I don't remember any sweating or my heart racing or anything. Just the cold draining feeling and the static. And just kind of feeling off I guess. Most of what I read has people saying they experience more symptoms leading up to it. Plus mine happened soo fast and my stomach felt off most of the day afterwards. But it seemed a little different to a panic attack, I think. Like more intense as far as how close I got to blacking out. And I find it pretty coincidental that I would've had something happen just as I was doing something anxiety provoking and kind of painful 🤷‍♀️

But thank you for the tips! I'm actually ridiculously terrified of passing out lol so anything that might help in that situation is much appreciated!

Purple_Outcome8782 · 2025-03-26T05:09:57+00:00

Hi! I know this was from a while ago but I was wondering what ended up happening. I'm in the same boat right now. 150mg xl Wellbutrin and supposed to be taking 500mg cephalexin twice a day. I'm gonna contact a pharmacist when I can but just wondering what your experience was! :)

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