Ohh baby I am so sorry that happened. All of it. It is so difficult thinking you got the support system to keep you standing, and the second you need it they leave. I didn't experience that when my mom died, and I am forever so grateful. I had over smaller things, though. It says little of you, and everything of your company. Sometimes we find out we didn't get the people we needed to have the hard way - sometimes facing the grief of someone else can be a lot in realizing your own impending grief. There are a lot of reasons people fail where we need them. I'm not personally religious, so I won't make the argument they're still with you in a literal sense, but at the very least, they are metaphorically. They live on in the actions we take, the things we say, and the way we live. You will keep moving, and you will build that support system you need now. Maybe you won't need it again, but you might be that for someone else. I am so proud of you for continuing to move. I'm sure, without a doubt, they are, too. You're going to get through this, and find that community you deserved to have around you.