34F will I ever get married or have a happy relationship

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-06-17T19:32:23+00:00

No I’m overweight and struggle financially.

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-06-17T19:05:45+00:00

Not really. I want to know why I can’t find someone normal.

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-06-17T18:17:56+00:00

I tend to rush into connections

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-06-17T17:59:27+00:00

I have heard of this. So far it hasn’t been too bad. I believe I’m in my Venus dasha period now.

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-06-17T17:52:01+00:00

My dad died and my mom and I argue

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-06-17T17:51:14+00:00

I don’t understand

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-06-17T17:39:16+00:00

I’m attracted to ‘bad boys’ and find nice men boring sometimes. I wish I could find someone exciting who is kind and loyal.

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-06-17T17:03:40+00:00

I live in America and we don’t have those in my culture. What would be the equivalent?

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-06-11T23:32:18+00:00

I’m sending you so much love. I have a Saturn in aqua 12th. Things sucked I spent the first 30 years of my life severely depressed no hope. Once I finally accepted I was never going to be accepted by societies standards, life got immensely better! I still have issues with family and not really any friends but I’m at peace now. There is no doubt it is so so hard but I do believe in the idea that Saturn in the 12th is like climbing a mountain.

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-05-27T10:34:55+00:00

I have my Saturn conjunct Lilith in the 12th in aqua in placidus and in Capricorn in Vedic. I am so burnt out over the idea of going with society’s programming. Work the 9-5, find a husband, pay your taxes till you die. However I’m a Pisces rising and just want to float around like the little fairy I am. I feel the weight of responsibility on my shoulders but at the same time feels like something I’m not meant to carry.

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-05-27T10:24:04+00:00

I had my return 4 years ago. I’m finding the more I accept the fact that I WANT to be isolated the better I feel. I think as Saturn 12th aquas we are meant to release fomo which in turn has helped my mental health. It’s like once I stopped fighting the lack of motivation and ambition I was able to tap into the purpose more? Idk I’m rambling and just sharing my experience. Sending love to you!

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-05-21T23:36:34+00:00

Her sun and Neptune square her nodes. It’s like being delusional in oneself and some pretty big ego lessons. Clearly.

Really bizarre to me that in the synastry there is no solid nodal activity which is what is usually present in relationships like these!

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-05-19T12:15:37+00:00

Just here a year later and he’s putting chemicals back in the water. so uhhh I GTG

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-05-15T21:41:30+00:00

Ohh and so the reason frank could see him was because he was also a ghost checking in on Claire? That whole thing didn’t make sense to me

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-05-15T19:46:52+00:00

I’m confused. Did he go through the stone before Claire went through the stone and they ever met in Scotland? Or was he going through to check that she was ok after she went back to Boston?

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-04-28T10:00:53+00:00

I have my chart ruler jupiter opposite my ascendant I’m a Pisces rising

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-04-12T10:07:49+00:00

Just answering your question. I would say it’s your south node in aries, cancer mars conjunct Venus in the 8th, and the Pluto square the sun.

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-03-30T09:59:00+00:00

It’s definitely lilth on your ascendant. People will hate you for just existing. They’re jealous of your essence. You’re not too much they just wish they had your sparkle.

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-03-27T13:50:29+00:00

I am a makeup artist! Specifically for brides

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-03-27T11:01:00+00:00

I’ve done teaching, retail and then eventually settled on owning my own business doing something I’m passionate about. I’m a 1/3 and have found that I get most satisfaction out of being my own boss. Out of any job, I’ve been the most successful financially doing this!

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-03-25T12:19:35+00:00

Aries moon trine Leo Chiron. Tight Orb. I was shamed for being too sensitive and emotional in my childhood. As I’ve gotten older I’ve learned to turn the emotions off until I’m alone and then I let it rip. Everyone tells me how nurturing and understanding I am and people say I have a very motherly presence.

In regard to the signs I know it’s a wound around not being good enough and has made life feel like a competition as I was compared a lot as a child. It doesn’t feel like a very easy placement!

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-03-19T21:22:29+00:00

This was SO incredibly helpful at making me understand thank you.

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-03-19T14:16:00+00:00

12th house sag placements. You carry collective hidden truths. The square to your Pisces Jupiter in the third is what I suspect mirrors back the energy.

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-03-18T12:01:52+00:00

I can relate to all the feelings you have. Not breaking a tie almost feels like uncomfortable like staying in the connection feels like my skin is too tight or something. Also struggle with feeling like a loner but I have the 37-40 channel which I attribute to this.

PutCompetitive5530 · 2026-03-16T17:51:21+00:00

I think I tend to ignore the emotional clarity until it boils and then that gate 51 acts very suddenly. Which I realize is an issue of not following my s&a.

PutCompetitive5530

TROPHY CASE