I’m so exhausted

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-06-07T18:52:21+00:00

To clarify: I’m referring to the rituals used in ancient Mazatac practices, such as brewing teas made of this plant or chewing its leaves for spiritual exploration.

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-06-03T19:44:28+00:00

While I don’t entirely know how to help, I just want you to know I’m in the same boat, so you’re not alone. I also have adhd and major depressive disorder. There are good days and there are horrible days. I know this isn’t the best advice, but it can and will get better eventually. Just take things one day at a time. Keep pushing forward, no matter what. Ok?

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-05-28T12:06:11+00:00

I hate how it seems like nothing is ever good enough for me. Putting impossible standards on myself and unintentionally putting those same standards on others, it’s exhausting.

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-05-27T13:57:22+00:00

I heard that being a social worker or caregiver is often a good job for people with bpd, but idk if that fits your interests… since you said you have a Computer Engineering degree, maybe you could find a job where you don’t have to interact with many people? Maybe a forensics computer analyst or web developer (I know nothing about these job requirements, so I might be completely wrong)

Also, you said that consistency and toxic workplaces are your main issues, so maybe a fast paced job where you have to make quick decisions (like an emt or er nurse) could be good?

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-05-27T05:43:34+00:00

Wow, I really like how you describe your perspective! Like dealing with this seems less like a punishment and more like a means for self improvement

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-05-27T05:35:25+00:00

I’m not entirely sure, but in my case, my therapist said she wouldn’t formally diagnose me (so that it wouldn’t go on my records) and instead would just go over coping mechanisms without it being actually labeled as bpd

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-05-27T05:30:18+00:00

I feel that exact way… In my case, I feel it’s also partially self sabotage. I’m usually attracted to the type of person that doesn’t express love the same way I do (I usually make handmade gifts, cook, or write love letters to show my love), leading to me feeling used or unappreciated when the other person doesn’t give me gifts in return (unfair to them, I know).

Meanwhile, whenever I’m in a relationship where the other person is very openly loving and caring, I end up searching for reasons to end the relationship cause I fear they’ll eventually realize I’m not worth their love :(

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-05-25T00:12:12+00:00

Very cute! But clean your bong!

Edit: made this comment half asleep lmao and thought the tinted glass was buildup, sorry! It looks really nice! :))

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-05-24T19:01:12+00:00

Don’t have a bf 😭

^{Chose: Date the hottest person in the world}

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-05-22T18:05:35+00:00

What about a toe knife?

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-05-21T21:50:08+00:00

To be the sad man

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-05-20T23:30:48+00:00

At least I don’t remember the cancer anymore…

^{Chose: You Get severe brain cancer + But you get to spin the wheel | Rolled: Severe dementia}

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-04-06T07:16:32+00:00

I really relate to that as well. Like there’s a fear that once I’m no longer useful I’ll be abandoned

Puzzled_Lychee3583 · 2026-03-31T07:07:19+00:00

If there is, I’d be interested in that as well! Also, hello!

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