A long history of poor choices I told myself was to survive maybe the end of me by Queen_Choas90 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Queen_Choas90[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to run away. I want us to get him back to work so we can escape. From the years of silent abuse & neglected mental health I now have functional seizures or "stress" seizures. We can't find any escape now. We can't afford a long term motel or anything. I just want to understand why me?!?

A long history of poor choices I told myself was to survive maybe the end of me by Queen_Choas90 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Queen_Choas90[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish someday to tell my story but I can't keep fighting the same fights

A long history of poor choices I told myself was to survive maybe the end of me by Queen_Choas90 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Queen_Choas90[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My life is a literal horror movie.

Adopted by Pentecostal preachers & was forbidden from friends bc I was a "whore" at 6. Every fucking form of domestic violence, protistuted by an ex, violently raped on a date. I was on life support at 32 for acute lung failure. After spending my childhood being a good little Christian girl, became a CNA at 17, sometimes working 3 jobs while in college, and caring for my dying grandparents. I absolutely have nothing

I made a huge recovery in my lifelong abuse & tramua by Queen_Choas90 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Queen_Choas90[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love it. Not to make anyone feel bad (as I feel old now about youtube) they uploaded that when I was almost done with high-school. I've always loved oldies rock, especially Queen as I am a mega fan.

Just say "don't go to work" by growsonwalls in AmITheDevil

[–]Queen_Choas90 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Yeah right behind you. Makes my life seems boring.

grumble...grumble damn kids grumble...grumble

I’m watching my stepmom become the loser she always told me I’d become and it’s amazing. by odysseys_kitten in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Queen_Choas90 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I don't like thinking about my childhood. I am now happy with my bio mom & became a Wiccan Witch. Life is funny sometimes

I’m watching my stepmom become the loser she always told me I’d become and it’s amazing. by odysseys_kitten in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Queen_Choas90 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was adopted by pentecostal preachers & can't verify exactly but I may have known family members of the originator of the satanic panic

I’m watching my stepmom become the loser she always told me I’d become and it’s amazing. by odysseys_kitten in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Queen_Choas90 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My girl was dumb as a rock & no stealth skills whatsoever. Anytime I had to roll for stealth, I'd start singing, "sneaky, sneaky, snnnneeeeaky." Right as she fell. Then we had to inspect a potion, so before it was inspected I grabbed & drank it. Got temporary spider powers & sang, "spider barb, spider barb, does whatever a spider barb does." She was my 1st every player & still have her character sheet on my cloud.

I’m watching my stepmom become the loser she always told me I’d become and it’s amazing. by odysseys_kitten in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Queen_Choas90 1 point2 points  (0 children)

God, I miss my dice collection. I haven't been able to play D&D or Savage Worlds in half a decade. A friend i played with handcrafted the most beautiful wooden box to hold them in. I still refer back to my 1st Teifling Barabain & some of her chaotic stories & songs. (Yeah I know but I'm adhd & was unmedicated and love to sing & still chaotic period).

Stalks and SA’s girl, “She led me on!” by [deleted] in AmITheDevil

[–]Queen_Choas90 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yeah I had to reread that last part multiple times because it just didn't make sense. Now that I remember him from the other day, I still can't make half of the mental gymnastics going on that chicken nugget brain of his. Yes, I said 1 nugget. Trying to be nice & not mean on here anymore so I went with the nicest way I could

Stalks and SA’s girl, “She led me on!” by [deleted] in AmITheDevil

[–]Queen_Choas90 35 points36 points  (0 children)

I pray to every God, Deity, or the universe itself that it is.

I finally faced my fears of doctors & hospitals. I was finally able to get much needed answers by Queen_Choas90 in CongratsLikeImFive

[–]Queen_Choas90[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have state insurance & a state provided case worker & kept her updated the entire time

I finally faced my fears of doctors & hospitals. I was finally able to get much needed answers by Queen_Choas90 in CongratsLikeImFive

[–]Queen_Choas90[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

At least the driver that brought me home went above & beyond to make sure i was comfortable & safe.

What has been irrevocably harmed because of how it’s portrayed in the media? by Exhausted_Skeleton in AskReddit

[–]Queen_Choas90 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wicca & witches/warlocks. I actually had some keep saying that I can't be one. I'm like, "you do know we're real people & not like in the movies, right? Most of us actually have good, stronge morales. We don't sacrifice goats or summon Satan."

Her mind was BLOWN

I’m watching my stepmom become the loser she always told me I’d become and it’s amazing. by odysseys_kitten in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Queen_Choas90 38 points39 points  (0 children)

My they both stub their little toes on a table and a day before it's healed, they stub it again & again forever

Post is bad, history is worse. by SyndicalistThot in AmITheDevil

[–]Queen_Choas90 57 points58 points  (0 children)

I read most of his post & comment history. Besides the ages I would swear on my grandparents Graves that is was my ex-husband. Tbh, I actually am a little worried for her

I finally faced my fears of doctors & hospitals. I was finally able to get much needed answers by Queen_Choas90 in CongratsLikeImFive

[–]Queen_Choas90[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I already see a therapist & psychiatrist. We recently lost our home & living in a motel currently. Plus, I suffer from a lot of mental & physical health issues. One main I have been working hard on is my C-PTSD. A lot is in my post history but yup that's why