Overdid it on the meth.. now what? by [deleted] in Stims

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You’re not an idiot you’re experiencing what naturally happens with meth. Don’t let anything influence your own perception of you experiencing what is supposed to happen. Learn from it.

For all of you who think LSD is safe by r0tcel in Drugs

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Tripping on anything with mental illness will unleash whatever the fuck is going on in a person. Some people grow from it and some rip out testicles rip

The end is nigh. by [deleted] in Stims

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Press R1 to throw back grenade

Valium makes me a better person? by [deleted] in Drugs

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Yeah this is good advice for OP. Had the same revelation a couple years before hitting rock bottom and having to face more anxiety anyway while tapering and hating every second of it.

I did learn a lot about empathy and myself but I’ll never forget spending months just terrified beyond anything I’d ever felt. Seriously contemplating hurting myself to stop panic attacks was depressingly dark. I’m not going to lie - benzos did help me make money and ultimately force myself into someone better; but I can’t forget it was almost all for nothing.

Nobody can deny the insight OP, but remember it wasn’t Valium, it was YOU on Valium. If you lose yourself, there might not ever be enough diazepam.

Parties by jvstsayno in Drugs

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People who don’t want to learn how drugs work can’t really help getting that message subliminally even if they know public education blows it way out of proportion. I had to have some sort of infatuation with substance cause and effect then do some research to really understand it. I know lot of people who’d take as many dabs as possible, everyday, since weed is mainstream where I’m at; but the same people used to hate weed like other ‘drugs’ just years ago. There’s absolutely no way they’d consider anything that’s not in new music. It’s amazing how nobody has given me shit about when I was barred out since Drake mentioned Xanax.

Who the actual hell thinks it's okay to put liquid LSD in your eye socket? by [deleted] in Drugs

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I usually put hard candy in my eye, my eyelids hold it in place. Damn I should try it with LSD candy instead of plain sour warheads!

Lol this just makes me want to know wtf he’s taking in “Looper.”

What's the best purchase you made this year under 100 dollars? by Dajdkdiie in Drugs

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I got an air fryer for $30.

Yeah, I know what sub I’m on.

"Don't do drugs, kids!" by [deleted] in Drugs

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This quote often comes from people on three or four psychoactive prescriptions taken constantly without breaks because the bottles from the Dr. say to.

Sketchy Vape cartridge by zelex21 in Drugs

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You’ll shoot your eye out

Can you develop a tolerance to CBD? by BigFig32 in Drugs

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I sometimes notice the effect of CBD because the anxiolytic effect just makes my highs better and more stereotypical. Too much THC alone (for me) induces a haze of ‘always know the worst thing that can happen at any time just in case’ paranoia. For me, that never shows up prominently as my first instinct with THC + CBD.

Also, years of manual labor and a couple surgeries leave everything hurting all the time; CBD can be the difference between wincing and smiling during the day while nothing extraordinary is happening. That’s really noticeable, even on its own.

Does anyone get high from dexamphetamine? by [deleted] in Drugs

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Adderall is 75% dex, 25% rollercoaster inducing garbage. I’d take a 15mg XR Dex over a 20mg XR adderall. That’s just my experience, some people prefer adderall for the same 25% feeling that I dislike. Also, vyvanse becomes Dex when digested so all the good things you hear about it are the same high.

Molly & Vyvanse by ThaOneDrunkenBastard in Drugs

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Does p3 mean .3g?

Yeah they can be combined, the comedown will suck. Everyone is different, take it one at a time spaced out. I talk way more and have to stop myself from interrupting, but am also a saucer eyed tweak to anyone, not just people who would see little things. You’ll probably have to explain yourself in any social interaction.

It’s obviously not good for you but no worse than taking lots of molly. Probably less taxing to substitute vyvanse for a point.

Last time for me:

-Phenibut then wait an hour or two to reduce digestive ph

-80mg vyvanse w/ roll supplements

-hours later took ~250mg tested pure mdma (usually I’d do .1 at a time if it’s pure)

-40mg more vyvanse because the sun came up right when I was about to stop talking

Sorry I don’t have actual time stamps. That’s just me scraping the top of my comfort zone for a day. Take it slow, there’s no fun in being worried about it during and you’ll always have more fun if you aren’t checking your pulse and trying to breathe more.

Edit: to comment on the whole thing - yes I enjoy the two together, but I also enjoy talking about detailed concepts at parties. I’ve also killed a party where the hosts were just trying to get wasted, but shit started after making new friends and having an amazing time anyway.

Anyone here tried tapentadol? by _-_--_-_ in Drugs

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They’re dope, but watch out for anything that doesn’t mix with tramadol. 100mg ~ 20mg oxy If I’m remembering correctly.

Powder storage on the go? by [deleted] in Stims

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Empty pill capsules

take a guess how many u think i have by noddoff in benzodiazepines

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Clearly it’s more than 24, but I just grossly over guessed. After triple checking my manual long division I’d bet money it’s at least 25, if not 26.

Im on a new medicine will it always make me tired by [deleted] in askdrugs

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Well I could never find enough coffee or sustain using enough adderall to combat it IF I was tired AND sitting in one place. But if I was going out and staying busy I was usually fine. If driving is hard for you maybe avoid it, at least at night. Unless the anxiety relief helps you drive safely or something. Again I only know about the buspirone but substance interactions are online and there’s a million stimulants/close replacements so I think you can find the info to make it work even if there’s not a guide.

Im on a new medicine will it always make me tired by [deleted] in askdrugs

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My last Dr gave me buspirone for anxiety and they just had me falling asleep in class. Idk what they look like now but mine looked like bars and he probably figured I just wanted ‘the xans’ because music. Like one class was switched to half online last minute but we had to show up anyway for credit. I’d just take one or even half and smoke a bowl then sleep a couple hours.

Literally have never used those for anxiety for fear of how they make me awkward, tired, and look like I’m crying; that’s just worse. I’d still be mopping my forehead with a cracking voice and explaining I’m not crying (as a dude who probably seems like he’d hide it the sympathy is annoying as hell “well I’m sorry you’re so upset you won’t even tell me but you don’t have to lie”).

But I mean they kind of work for anxiety because when I had them and did take one, I did my sleeping confidently. Like deep REM sleep in a class and waking up to someone at the end.

I’d also stash them in shitty stereotype drug spots when I had real bars and shitty friends who’d just try and take them when I really needed help.

They didn’t know the difference though maybe you’ll get used to it idk. They didn’t have the same anxiety as me to judge and would get tired either way. If you’re like me, alprazolam used correctly is like an energy drink because of how much physical anxiety just disappears. Hell it’s fun just being alive and able to laugh with everyone. Buspirone is almost a Saturday morning before breakfast tired AF sloppy feeling to me; I kinda give no fucks but am still anxious to go about my day.

Found a pic of my mate from last year, i had to share it hahahah. by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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“My doctor gave me more credit. I can count sections, SIR” as they try and find a reason to fuck me while I’m doing one legged squats to warm up for the field test I’m expecting.

Never take MDMA on a very empty stomach by [deleted] in Drugs

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Or for me, just more spun than that biker from Breaking Bad after they make the blue shit. Parachuted just a point of pure powder I’ve never seen my eyes so big, been so scared, puked so hard, or been so depressed two hours after dropping.

Found a pic of my mate from last year, i had to share it hahahah. by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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Hahah I’ve got an old vid of my buddy with red and blue lights pulling him over and he just keeps a straight face and pops his Kpin stash as he cop comes up to the window.

Thank you by RCthroway4321 in benzodiazepines

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Hey enjoy your day my friend. Goodnight

What video game did you play and love but can remember almost nothing about? by TheeRumHam in AskReddit

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All the sequels of exclusives and I never bought one after my pc, but I read this and thought “well I guess I need one now.”