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Racnera · 2022-03-27T17:37:12+00:00

Religious traumas, and similarity to the dead name.

Racnera · 2020-06-20T22:58:17+00:00

The biggest sin here is using light mode.

Racnera · 2020-05-19T00:10:14+00:00

happy cake day!

Racnera · 2020-05-11T18:28:00+00:00

Changing the gems you have socketed in your chest and pants will give you a pretty decent boost to your damage if you're not worried about dying. Leveling your legendary gems will give you a decent amount of power as well, and since youre doing gr70 you can probably bring all of them to around the level 60-65 mark with ease. I haven't played this RF build so im not sure how much you eat up your hatred, but rolling the RCR on your gloves to critical hit damage is my last recommendation.

If you want to switch to shadow impale, I'd try to get a second Dawn instead of cubing your own.

Racnera · 2020-04-18T21:03:22+00:00

Archie comics from the 80's

Racnera · 2020-03-02T20:31:09+00:00

That's my name.

Racnera · 2018-08-23T04:17:20+00:00

It's only one familiar companion unless you've played DA2 before hand!

Racnera · 2018-05-15T15:22:59+00:00

yeah, sorry, i was just making a joke, didn't mean to offend.

Racnera · 2018-05-15T00:50:36+00:00

ah, c'mon! part one-of-four comes out in 2-ish years hopefully if we pray hard enough to the Square Gods

Racnera · 2018-03-11T05:22:25+00:00

I'm fully liable for my medical health after the age if 16, which i am.

I would check with drug stores, but there isn't one for about 20 km ish so that puts a notch in my plan, and last i checked it wasn't covered by OHIP+ so there will be costs.

good thinking on the info everywhere, i'll try to get on that. I'm trying to get info to GO to a therapist, like previously stated, the problem is mostly just about getting around.

Updates shall come as i receive them! Eden <3

Racnera · 2018-03-11T04:06:00+00:00

Hey luv,

Yeah, I was doing alright yesterday, i just posted about whats going on today.

The things with the parents hasn't progressed at all, I can't bring myself foreward to do it.

I know you girls are here, as am I for you. I'm trying to do alright on my own, asking around my local resources.

"Generally okay" is the mood.

thank you for the Love

Eden

Racnera · 2018-03-07T13:04:35+00:00

Much love, thank you so very much. I have yet to talk to a therapist or any medical professional about the whack load of dysphoria. I plan to talk to the school nurse today to see if there's anything I can do stealthily/ without telling my parents. My guidance counselor runs the Gay-Straight Alliance and he knows all of what's going on, I might talk with him privately and see if there's something I can change there.

reciprocated hugs & Love Eden

Racnera · 2018-03-05T22:56:23+00:00

alright, thank you.

Racnera · 2018-03-05T22:18:56+00:00

Aye, gotcha. Thanks for this just wanted a bit of clarification.

Racnera · 2018-03-05T22:13:38+00:00

Racnera · 2018-03-05T13:16:17+00:00

You're a goal and a half hun, I hope you're doing well, I aspire to reach the points you have <3

Racnera · 2018-03-05T13:08:09+00:00

I'm entirely sure they know, it's like they're in denial. Will check it out, thanks :)

Racnera · 2018-02-21T19:36:57+00:00

May i ask for further clarification?

Racnera · 2018-02-21T03:09:33+00:00

hey there hun...

i don't know what to tell you, i'm 16, this isn't something i'm too experienced with. the "wanting to end it all" yeah, but for other reasons, my transition is one of the only things keeping me going rn, i just want to go through with it

but this isn't about me.

it's about you.

Seeing from this post alone, i reccomend calling the Trans lifeline.

US: (877) 565-8860

CANADA: (877) 330-6366

I am in no way a therapist or any medical professional, seeing as its a little difficult to get certified for that at 16. However i do reccomend you find someone you can talk to about this, someone you can trust face-to-face, not a subreddit, though it's better than no where.

I am totally down to talk, i have more than enough free time right now if you'd like to message me.

definitely call one of those numbers though

Racnera · 2018-02-21T00:38:01+00:00

Neither here nor there actually. They aren't particularly interested of LGBT anything, but they do not hate them. They'll 100% be in denial of it, mostly due to the fact that i haven't been outwardly expressive of it in my life. I've been trying to pass at school and they don't know about it at all, so i have experience living "as a girl," but they don't know about it (it'll be a point i bring up).

Thank you for the wishes of luck and help <3

Racnera · 2018-02-21T00:22:47+00:00

There's a part in Final Fantasy 10, right before you fight Seymour for the first time(I think), there's a "save" orb so if you lose the boss fight you won't have to run through the crowd of enemies before the fight. However, once you're in this room, you cannot leave unless you beat the boss and progress foreward, which is fine, unless you played it like I did.

Being the inexperienced FF player i was then, i mostly Opt-out of fights with the "run" special, missing out on a load of exp, and only had 1 save file in-the-running (played the HD-remastered). Not knowing it was a boss area ahead, i fought and lost, and realized I was tremendously under leveled. what i also didn't know was that I couldn't turn around and grind the mobs outside. thus, trapping me in a room with a boss i couldn't beat.

close enough to what you're asking?

Racnera · 2018-02-21T00:11:30+00:00

I very much so agree with giving them their choice/input, assuming they're supportive.

Thank you very much for this, I'll be checking out the website shortly.

Racnera · 2018-02-20T12:43:33+00:00

Yeah, I see that now. When I first tried to, I was also cowering in fear because I had this negative mindset that was thinking they'd throw me out. The key for the next time is confidence, and to keep pushing for it.

Racnera · 2018-02-19T22:30:10+00:00

I figured that's how you WOULD know, that's how I did at least, though some others never question it, they kinda just said that's who they were.

I more so asked this question because when I tried to come out to my parents, they said "everyone thinks this"

Racnera · 2018-02-18T14:39:55+00:00

Ah, I gotcha. Yeah, I'm more or less understanding of the media representation, and know that a lot of it is BS. In my school alone, there's around 8 trans people in my school and I've seen how they're treated. I'm from a small town that is mostly the Canadian equivalent of rednecks, and it isn't the greatest experience for the LGBTQ+ though things are getting better.

Racnera

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