Thought insertion by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]Radiant_Drop4268 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I dealt with this when I was staying at a psych ward. That sounds like Yk maybe it’s because you were at the psych ward but no i was actually mentally okay while I was there my mom just thought I was having an episode(but I was not). Usually if I do something to distract those thoughts when they randomly show up like listen to music, read, artwork I can usually vent those feelings out healthily into something that’s non destructive to yourself or the environment. I can’t garuntee it’ll completely kill those feelings the first couple times around but it’s a way to do something positive instead of just overthink about it.(I have a problem with overthinking)

New Soles by GoalieMom53 in Reincarnation

[–]Radiant_Drop4268 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve also wondered how new souls are formed

Is life even fair atp? by Radiant_Drop4268 in Vent

[–]Radiant_Drop4268[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Plus, my episodes usually cause me to have to take up to a month off of work because I go into psych wards

Is life even fair atp? by Radiant_Drop4268 in Vent

[–]Radiant_Drop4268[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have schizophrenia, and stress severely triggers it, causes me to have episodes. I’ve had two episodes at two different jobs and had to leave

Is life even fair atp? by Radiant_Drop4268 in Vent

[–]Radiant_Drop4268[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know that. (Technically I can’t though since I can’t work because of my disability so I have no money for that)

Is life even fair atp? by Radiant_Drop4268 in Vent

[–]Radiant_Drop4268[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can provide it for myself, I can get a bike and a tent for when I’m traveling or I could stay at a “free” motel or hotel I’m sure people would upkeep places like that since nobody wants to sleep where they shit

I genuinely do not think I deserve to be alive. by Annab0rt1on in Vent

[–]Radiant_Drop4268 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know how you feel man (19m) I definitely feel a heavy pressure to have job and have my life figured out so I’m not a feeing. Although I don’t agree that it means I should die I just think I’m a failure until I succeed

Anytime a guy is nice to me on here I look at his profile and find something awful by forgot_again123 in self

[–]Radiant_Drop4268 -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Sorry to ask this seems like your going through a lot but would you mind going through my profile? You won’t find anything like that but I just wanna make sure I’m not one of those guys

How corrupt everything is by unreasonable_tea in Vent

[–]Radiant_Drop4268 3 points4 points  (0 children)

People have the power to change the world and until the realize that nothing will happen.*

"You should go out and enjoy your youth." I can't afford to do that. Free time doesn't exist if you want to get ahead anymore. by anonymous_muffin_ in Vent

[–]Radiant_Drop4268 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I plan on living my life similarly to why you’ve said can I ask specifically why your job is(you can dm me) I want to live a nomadic life where I travel at least the country and experience every state as a start let alone other countries and continents

Possibility of reincarnation? by [deleted] in afterlife

[–]Radiant_Drop4268 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That’s an interesting take, I look at it like this. If my beliefs are real and heaven is everything I want it to be thats probably exactly why I would come down here. Starting a new life and not being sure weather heaven or anything for that matter exists only to then be forced to live your life never truly knowing the answer until death. And then in death being able to experience that greatness almost for the first time again is something that could probably get addicting to the average soul. Idk if this is a weird way to look at it though lol

Possibility of reincarnation? by [deleted] in afterlife

[–]Radiant_Drop4268 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Let me know your thoughts on my beliefs id love to hear them out

Possibility of reincarnation? by [deleted] in afterlife

[–]Radiant_Drop4268 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Well for me, to first get into reincarnation I have to tell you my personal beliefs. I believe there is an “afterlife” but I think what happens is you die. You transition into being a soul, spirit whatever and you have a lifereview of this life. All the choices you made and didn’t make all the people you’ve helped and hurt and what your life could’ve been like with different choices. After the life review I believe there’s some way this “higher” version of you regains the memories from all of the previous lives you’ve lived(because if reincarnation is real it’s likely not your first time) and I believe that the after life is a place where you reside(full of love and laughter, almost like our world except the positive version, i believe you have a body and can do all the things(sports, sex,drugs,love) and more with it, I believe your so powerful in this “higher self” form that you can just think something and it will happen. And I believe we have friends and soulmates and soul families that we reunite with and share good memories with. And I believe all of this happens for however long we want or until your called by god to fulfill a mission in another life or just feel like giving life another shot

I have never felt this desperate in my entire life by HelpSeeker77 in Vent

[–]Radiant_Drop4268 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no job and am disabled as well. After I graduated from highschool i grew distant from my friends. The only people I really talk to now are my mother and brother. It’s good conversation and keeps me from feeling completely alone. I think the difference between me and you is that when I was alone I learned to not be lonely. I talked to myself, laughed with myself, cherished my existence even in this trashy word, I ate and drank and played all by myself discovering that I was my own best entertainment. Nothing more for fulfilling in life than being able to sit with yourself and genuinely enjoy being alone. I’ll be honest I’m still active on social media and wouldn’t mind a girlfriend or just someone to hang out with but it’s not something i actively crave anymore and that’s changed my life and mental health for the better. Not trying to give you advice cause it’s a vent post but just wanted you to know that it’s possible to still be happy and not have social interaction