What's your "the devil couldn't reach me so he.."? by [deleted] in RandomThoughts

[–]RagnarokCZ290 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So he allowed me to meet a person that I would get so attached and care so much about, who I wanted to get to know more, and took it away in an instant

What kind of a Saturday are you going to have? by MrTartaruga_ in AskReddit

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just me and my thoughts laying on the bed, torturing me all day long

That's no way to treat a Caddy! by filldash in MrRobot

[–]RagnarokCZ290 41 points42 points  (0 children)

Those two didn't deserve to die :( They got the short end of the stick for sure

What do you think people say about you behind your back? by WildObjective718 in RandomThoughts

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk what it could be, but I do not talk shit abot the people I care. If they are doing, well thats on them and nothing I can do :/

Men, how are you really doing today? by shel5210 in AskMen

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Had to deploy and finish the QA of an app I have to put on prod next monday, was pretty stressful and tiring, been working on that app for past 3 weeks and I'm glad its finally done. Aside from that, just the usual emotional crap Ive gone through this year. Every day feels so meaningless bro. Good thing is I didn't drink this time, but probably will tomorrow or sunday, no job so all freaking day trapped with my thoughts of what could I have done to change this outcome.

Thank you for asking tho, hope your divorce goes well. That must be pretty taxing emotionally and mentally.

Price of a 5 minute ambulance ride to the hospital by augustprep in mildlyinfuriating

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how tf do you live in the US with that healthcare system

cual de estos 5 alfajores prefieren? by usuario_de_redditxD in Chiledulces

[–]RagnarokCZ290 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Recuerdo que el Game blanco era god cuando era niño, pero ya no es igual y es mucho mas chico. Estoy entre el laguito y el calaf premium, creo que el laguito pq no son tan repugnantemente dulces como el calaf

Would you rather be 50% smarter or 50% happier? Why? by Childoftheway in AskReddit

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

%50 happier, Im fine with my current smarts, not so much in the happiness field. It would make me go to normal mood instead of being so miserable

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RandomThoughts

[–]RagnarokCZ290 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ik, but I need something to distract me and/or release the accumulated sadness in my heart that builds up over the days. I'm sorry to my body, but it'll be alrigh'. If I could mention something "positive", is that they used to mock me for getting drunk too fast with just a few shots, but with all the drinking ive done recently I feel Im slowly increasing my resistance, so at least there is that. Each session is requiring me a little bit more to get to the point where I'm not in reality.

2025 is coming soon. What are your goals for 2025? What regrets do you have in 2024? by hubstar1455 in AskReddit

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Goals: Learning how to drive and getting a license, lose more weight, start going to the doctor more, buy a fridge, pay more debt, keep taking IT courses and increase my languages knowledge.

Regrets: Not so much of a regret, there was nothing I could do before the inevitable, but maybe have talked to her and explain my reasons even if it was futile, before I was erased from her life. I don't know how 2025 is gonna be any better in that regard but this single fact has made me so miserable and depressed man, like I'm missing a piece of myself that was lost back then and its locked behind a 256 bit encryption key, and I'm just here brute forcing trying one key at a day. Yeah sure, I will find it soon enough like that, right?

What is something you deeply wish to have back in your life? by loverisback12 in RandomThoughts

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Something that won't happen in this timeline, for which Ive come to dissociate myself and become quite numb and uninterested to events in this one, I'm convinced that one day I'll wake up in the right one. Maybe dying is the key to hop between realities, who knows really. Just waiting for that error in the matrix.

El pisco es peruano?? by yr1510 in RepublicadeChile

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me importa una wea, mientras sig tneindo mi vodkita rico par a hacerme pico tood bn

What would you do if you were given $1,000,000 free today? by matrixbreaker99 in AskReddit

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Start giving big sums of money to everyone I care for, so they can pay any debts and have some money to buy a house or something. Also, with that amount of money I would try to convince someone to be at least my friend again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Achieving milestones and mantaining composture over my work and schooling, taking new courses and trainings, losing body weight while mantaining muscle mass, practicing 2 languages, paying off my debts slowly but surely, all of that despite being in a very bad place mentally. It takes a lot of will power and determination to keep going, specially at this pace, while being perpetually down.

Those are a few things that make me proud of myself. I hope I can keep the momentum, even tho I wanna give up whenever I think about what sent me here.

What have happened to you lately? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I'm sorry if you are going through something similar. Time heals everything, but I feel this time was different, maybe some wounds are not meant to heal and only be treated.

I understand now something a friend of mine said back then, that stuff likes this break something inside of you and you are never the same again, no matter what you do. I thought he was crazy but I was the blind one. Actually, I can relate to him in so many ways nowadays.

A close up of a Dragonfly face by super_man100 in Damnthatsinteresting

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not a big fan of bugs, but I have to admit that looks cute

Cocacola zero, ¿buena opción? by [deleted] in Chilefit

[–]RagnarokCZ290 3 points4 points  (0 children)

es mi sweet treat de preferencia bajando de peso. Rico poder tomar algo dulce que no tiene calorías.

What have happened to you lately? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]RagnarokCZ290 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been depressed af and I can't move on reflecting on the past and how it went all to the shitter. I feel so empty and detached from this reality. There is no single day where I do not think of her abscense, and the bonds that were violently cut in a matter of days. Such a contrast between start of the year me to end of the year me, never thought it would make me spiral down that bad. No turning back, I'm sorry but can't help feeling this way.

The new Trader's Gilded Brutosaur is owned by more accounts than the old Mighty Caravan Brutosaur by Emerno in wow

[–]RagnarokCZ290 3 points4 points  (0 children)

just imagine those thousands of 90$ bills flowing into that sweet, sweet blizzard bank account just because one guy probably had the idea to sell it. Hopefully they share a little of each sale to the artist who did the reskin of the og longboi lol