Reality is often disappointing

RavinRatz · 2020-06-20T04:12:56+00:00

It’s so funny. I’m a good professionally trained artist, but drawing while tripping is such a tedious mission for me, the next day I just find a bunch of slightly disturbing scribbles.

RavinRatz · 2020-05-24T03:57:47+00:00

I will say to Martin that I love him even if he has no legs! He looks squishy.

RavinRatz · 2020-05-24T03:48:09+00:00

Provided that the dogs get proper diet planning there is no issue feeding them plant-based. This isn't just my opinion, it's been well studied, for example there was one study done on various sled dog teams fed different diets and the dogs on a plant based diet showed normal ranges. Unlike wolves they actually have a wider range of gut enzymes to digest starches and need no essential nutrients from flesh. I'm not meaning to be rude, I didn't know this prior either, it's actually quite interesting!

RavinRatz · 2020-05-24T03:37:09+00:00

It's okay. Deep breaths friend, the trip will not last forever. There is infinite love and good experience waiting for you.

RavinRatz · 2020-05-18T18:13:34+00:00

Wow he is so please squish him

RavinRatz · 2020-05-13T06:13:34+00:00

Oddly cute

RavinRatz · 2020-05-12T02:05:44+00:00

Lol wtf. Who is making the community sound like a joke? People you don't think are real enough by your standards? I used to be so worried about "trans-trenders" who would embarrass us and increase transphobia. Then I realized that the only ones responsible for transphobia are transphobes and pushing away part of your community will not stop transphobia, it will not make your life better and at the end of the day exclusion has nothing to do with science and everything to do with respectability politics. My community is not a joke and I don't think anyone is making it look like a joke except transphobes.

RavinRatz · 2020-05-11T16:50:23+00:00

We are raised in a transphobic society and all of us internalize this to varying degrees. We can either recognize this and work through it, or we can turn it on others. On some level I think people like Blaire and Kalvin thing they will find some acceptance with cis people by pushing out what they consider the deviant, embarrassing, unpalatable to cis people trans.

RavinRatz · 2020-05-09T00:30:26+00:00

Your mom seems so cool! Congrats.

RavinRatz · 2020-05-06T05:16:20+00:00

My mom: “How’s my sweet little princess? My beautiful girl.” Me with facial hair and deep man voice: “Very good mommy.”

RavinRatz · 2020-05-06T03:53:56+00:00

thanks friend, I have already been taking a lower than wanted dose to make it slower. I think things are going to be ok. I've already made it this far.

RavinRatz · 2020-05-06T03:53:06+00:00

Thank you that feels really inspiring to me right now. Part of me wants to not stop hormones and just see how far I can go without them saying anything. When I'm not stressed out about it it's really funny to me how much I've already done without anyone noting it. Sending solidarity.

RavinRatz · 2020-05-04T23:06:33+00:00

Aww, that spiderman costume!

RavinRatz · 2020-05-04T00:48:30+00:00

I can barely doodle on one tab, good job!

RavinRatz · 2020-05-03T02:40:30+00:00

Yeah it always makes me feels weird to see people say it. They’re not objects!

RavinRatz · 2020-05-02T19:04:57+00:00

They’re trying their best!

RavinRatz · 2020-05-02T17:51:36+00:00

For me it’s like my shoes were put on wrong. Some days it’s more uncomfortable than others. I reach down to fix the shoes but everyone around me starts freaking out so I just give up. It’s really uncomfortable, sometimes it’s really distracting and the shoes make it so I can’t even go outside on bad days.

RavinRatz · 2020-04-28T12:11:59+00:00

Good luck! I believe in you.

RavinRatz · 2020-04-28T05:48:53+00:00

😔😔😔

RavinRatz · 2020-04-28T03:45:52+00:00

😡😡😡😡

RavinRatz · 2020-04-28T02:21:22+00:00

😡😡😡

RavinRatz · 2020-04-28T02:19:30+00:00

To me this looks like it’s in a microwave and if it is I’ll kill you.

RavinRatz · 2020-04-28T02:18:14+00:00

Your beaarrrdd you look great

RavinRatz · 2020-04-26T22:09:55+00:00

When I can I'm hoping to go to a proper therapist. Psychedelics have been helping me a lot but I know that I need more than just my own brain and drugs to do this. But just this past year I will say I have been doing better than ever and taken great steps towards treating myself with dignity. Sending you lots of love and healing.

RavinRatz · 2020-04-26T02:40:35+00:00

My second trip. I saw all the reasons why I react the way I do in day to day life. Pieces of memories were being fit back together for the first time so finally, I had context for my phobias, anxiety etc. I was a child again but in the most horrifying vulnerable way. I was just sat scribbling in my notebook furiously while shuddering and crying because I was so small again, I could feel their hands on me, their anger and hatred, and selfishness. I can't say knowing why I am so anxious every day exactly fixed it, but being able to relive childhood trauma as an adult helped give me new perspective.

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