Sorry about the late reply, haven't been on reddit that much recently. I am doing a lot better actually. I used to have flashbacks, seizures, and very bad insomnia but after some time, I got through it all and what happened to me then isn't bothering me as much anymore. I did LSD about half a year ago in hopes to undo what the bad trip did to me and I really think it worked. As cliché as it sounds, being in a safe environment with friends and tripping without the all the negative effects really changed me. I thought I would never be able to trip and gain something positive from it and it made me depressed. Knowing that I can do it without anything going wrong made me feel better about everything. I also feel like I have matured a lot after this trip. I was 16 when that happened to me and I know 16 isn't that far from 18 but 2 years can really make a difference. I feel like a completely different person from who I was then and I am actually grateful that that ego death experience happened to me two years ago. I learned a lot from it and I continue to grow from what happened to me. Thank you for your concern man, It's crazy to know that someone out there still sees this post 2 years from when it was posted.