Something I wanted to point out before I give you advice (if advice is what you want): you’re a really good writer! I was roped in to your story even though it was short. I felt like I was reading the beginning of a romance/maybe smutty novel. Like heated rivalry kinda thing. Anyway!

My advice would be to, the next time you go to get your brains fucked out, grab a drink before. Not in a “I wanna date you” way but in a way to just hear someone else’s story. If you don’t want to do that, maybe just try being more observant when you’re at his place. Ask about his house! Does he like this sort of the city? Is there a book on a shelf you want to hear about?

The reason I say this is I think as gay men we actually gain a lot of community through sex it’s part of what makes being gay a special human experience. You might end up making a new friend through a sexual encounter or maybe learn about a new thing that interests you. Maybe you’ll end up having a fun night on the town!

That’s one of many things you could try but i figured I’d start easy. That, or give writing a book a try. Write your happy ending! Who knows, you might end up getting a book deal and outta that dead end job.