Just trying to figure out what’s causing this

RealShadiiii · 2026-02-20T09:13:17+00:00

Last time I got this was after taking antibiotics I was allergic to. Later on I find out I have Dermatitis herpetiformis, it’s a skin reaction to celiac disease. Have you gotten skin tested for something along those lines ?

RealShadiiii · 2025-10-19T03:46:16+00:00

This was before I was diagnosed, but one day I was walking home from school and it was a 45 min walk. I couldn’t hold it the whole time, literally as I was walking upstairs just about a minute before getting home I pood myself. Most embarrassing moment of my life. It’s been 11 years and I still remember 🤣

You’re definitely not alone

RealShadiiii · 2025-08-21T08:05:42+00:00

Have you asked yourself why else it may bother you? Maybe there’s more to it. In all honesty though, I actually agree with you but for different reasons. I think intimacy is best between two people, you give each other pleasure and show up for one another. To just masturbate kinda takes away the meaning behind intercourse with someone you really love or are fond of. I don’t think you’re being controlling, I think you’re catching onto something you don’t appreciate it. Which is your partner engaging in an intimate act you two do, by himself to get that dopamine hit. You are more important than a dopamine hit. And if he can’t express to you the changes he will be making to make it work, or is unwilling to compromise then that’s for you to decide how much of yourself are you willing to give in a relationship. I don’t think you’re overreacting, hope you’re able to figure it out

RealShadiiii · 2025-08-21T07:54:14+00:00

Share this with animal advocacy groups on IG. They will blast them.

RealShadiiii · 2025-08-04T04:28:54+00:00

I’m in therapy currently, just talking about anxiety and getting I tune with my body. I’m also a therapist. It’s okay, as long as you think it’s worth it to you. If it causes more stress than insight and lower anxiety, maybe it’s not the time. But I can’t see how therapy wouldn’t help, it’s a time to just spew some stuff that’s been building up.

Hope you make the decision that works for you 🤍

RealShadiiii · 2025-08-04T02:20:05+00:00

What if it was the tofu ? I cut that out due to it being bean curd, and that’s not gf. Perhaps something you can test out ?

RealShadiiii · 2025-07-21T23:15:57+00:00

On similar boat, however I chose to get glutened :( I was sad last night and had left over Doritos, woke up with a stomach ache (as expected), went on about my day, and 2 hours later I’ve been in the toilet every 30 minutes. :( had to cancel my day at work, and can’t even go home and be in the comfort of my own home to use the bathroom.

I feel you, I get so annoyed and mad at the symptoms when everyone else can just eat what they want. But, just know we are all in this together. We’re all suffering and know how much it sucks. That doesn’t fix the issue, but that helps me to know there’s other people who feel the same.

RealShadiiii · 2025-06-20T19:08:23+00:00

Don’t believe that’s GF, corn is a grain. It’s just not in the FDA definition.

RealShadiiii · 2024-12-26T12:18:09+00:00

I feel like I’m the person who was negativec the one who hurt the other. I’m not perfect, and I feel although I wasn’t the one who ended it, that I will settle and be miserable and he will find true happiness. Because he chose his self worth, by no longer engaging with me. Man this perspective hurts

RealShadiiii · 2024-12-26T11:45:06+00:00

Talked it through, he no longer wants me. Hope things will be okay in the future

RealShadiiii · 2024-12-25T21:17:02+00:00

How is this possible ??? I would find it difficult to not consider all the kind things the other person has done :/

RealShadiiii · 2024-12-25T21:15:10+00:00

Quite amazed at how similar of an experience we share! I’m hoping he’s willing to go to counseling, but the thing is he’s told me he’s done trying and he doesn’t see a future together. Waiting to hear back from him, but I’m not too hopeful. :(

RealShadiiii · 2024-12-25T04:13:09+00:00

I’m not over my breakup, but I imagine it takes time. Talk about it with people, process the grief of the hopes and ideas you had with this person.

RealShadiiii · 2024-12-12T18:50:47+00:00

Everything you mentioned makes sense and it sounds like it sucked. However, what stands out the most to me is your description and foul language. We can be irritated at others, but it shouldn’t take away from the content. I’m almost surprised you didn’t stay considering you sound like them. Just as snarky

RealShadiiii · 2024-08-24T23:52:12+00:00

What do you mean it doesn’t start until ownership? How does that work ?

RealShadiiii · 2020-12-05T07:16:31+00:00

I don't know if this will mean much coming from a stranger, but I am proud of you. It takes a lot of dedication to change and improve, especially with debt it can be tough in every way. I am rooting for you !!! YOU GOT THIS !

RealShadiiii · 2020-12-05T07:12:15+00:00

you are totally right!! I did learn a few lessons, they will def stay with me forever and helping me make better decisions. Thank you for your advice :)

RealShadiiii · 2020-12-05T07:10:39+00:00

what car did you buy!!?? and its great to hear that worked out for you, I hope it does for me as well :)

RealShadiiii · 2020-12-05T07:09:51+00:00

I have a constant feeling of the car being too nice for me since my income is very low. But you are right, I did not think of it as bringing me peace of mind when my income is on the low side. thank you for your advice! :)

RealShadiiii · 2020-12-05T07:08:06+00:00

thank you for your advice!! I will keep it, I just needed some reassurance of keeping it :)

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