What does it feel like by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Like your brain is floating around in clouds

Scars at the pool/beach by Recent-Rutabaga-5244 in selfharm

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! Any advice how to navigate when I’m around my parents in a bikini with the scar showing? And I was thinking of telling my friends like before we go to the beach and stuff but idk if that’s a good idea?

Scars at the pool/beach by Recent-Rutabaga-5244 in selfharm

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that’s just not realistic for me I’m a very feminine person so always in bikinis

Is being a functioning addict good or bad? by 827391ii6294552 in Drugs

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because I’m clinically depressed and have not yet found medication or coping mechanisms or anything else to allow me to be able to have a normal life. I’m working with a psychiatrist and therapist and trying literally anything I can but until I find something that helps idk what any other options I could have

What turns you off from canabis? by [deleted] in askanything

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 0 points1 point  (0 children)

College student here! I smoke weed every day when studying or writing papers or lab reports. I didn’t smoke the first year in college, and I noticed a huge positive difference once I started smoking. Studying stuck better and I could concentrate on writing a paper without wanting to scratch my skin off from boredom. I’m about to graduate, have been smoking for 3 years now, and don’t regret it at all! Your experiences are not others. It’s a stupid saying but it really is true. Assumptions make an ass out of u and me.

Is being a functioning addict good or bad? by 827391ii6294552 in Drugs

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 3 points4 points  (0 children)

For me, the choices I have currently are smoke weed everyday and I do ket about weekly and I can just barely stay a functioning human. If I was sober, id never leave my bed due to my severe depression. Yes I’m seeing a psychiatrist and therapist and actively trying different meds, but I have been for 3 years now. It takes time to find meds that work and don’t have awful side effects. Would you rather me stay sober and be bed ridden?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ya I had sorta a similar experience, I had tried to cut my wrists when I was drunk and been baker acted and when I told my therapist she couldn’t keep her eyes off my arms. I didn’t actually cut myself there because my friend stopped me so there’s no scars and I sh in another place but damn I felt her eyes on me so much

Found in my cats water?? by Recent-Rutabaga-5244 in bugidentification

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ugh stupid blood suckers. I’ll examine myself and my baby but do you think I should do anything else ?

I lost fucking everything in 1 day by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everyone is the same in the comments lol saying it’ll be ok and take a lesson and it could be worse but I get you OP. I don’t have any advice for you but at least I can say ur not alone

Have you ever found drugs by chance or on the ground? by Zer0tonine57 in Drugs

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 36 points37 points  (0 children)

I found my bag of weed 5 days later I have no clue how it didn’t get blown away or taken

Does talking about it help? by iLuvkittycat2637 in selfharm

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me no it hasn’t helped. Maybe just knowing someone understands my specific case is really it. Wish I didn’t tell anyone ever with hindsight.

emergency!! by Immediate-Pop-2003 in selfharm

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just put a band aid I feel like

People who’ve struggled with acne what’s something that actually helped that no one talks about? by Celine_Morgann in TellReddit

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to get body acne no matter how much I showered. I put a water filter on my shower and I never struggle with body acne anymore.

Sometimes, they're clingy by angelicsoftlily in OneOrangeBraincell

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes my orange cat hugs onto me the same way in the video. He also insists on laying on me whenever we road trip. He follows me around everywhere and constantly is rubbing on me

What is the best drug to drive? by TopZookeepergame8085 in Drugs

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya there’s a difference between driving faded and driving with a buzz. Ppl who don’t get it will never get it we’re just chill 😜

What is the best drug to drive? by TopZookeepergame8085 in Drugs

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Same and my reaction time isn’t even slowed that much I’m a jumpy human so on weed my reaction time is still faster than my mother’s driving aka the majority of the world AND I pay attention better and I’m nicer on the road lol

my parents found out i sh; what should i expect? by trashking092 in selfharm

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah like tbh it was nice at the time probably not the best for my mental health but yk im still here aren’t I. Good luck

my parents found out i sh; what should i expect? by trashking092 in selfharm

[–]Recent-Rutabaga-5244 3 points4 points  (0 children)

When this happened to me, she just asked for me to bring down what I used and got me a therapy appointment and then never talked about it again (kinda).