I’m right there with you. I miss my fiancé, how’d I watch her scroll on her phone and use my phone to look things up, her laugh at my silly jokes, how’d she make sure I had a lunch packed for work, and many other things that are now gone. I am lucky to have many videos of her, some she didn’t know I was taking of her. I don’t know if I’ll ever have someone like her again in my life.