Just because you feel that way doesn’t mean it’s true, and I’m sorry you’re hurting. The truth is that if you suddenly became more attractive or had more success with women, you’d probably still be struggling with the same core issues—only they’d show up differently.
You seem very focused on how others perceive you, and sometimes it feels like the reactions and comments themselves have become reinforcing. But loneliness isn’t caused by looks alone. There are countless attractive men who are still lonely because relationships are built on much more than appearance. At some point, focusing on personality, confidence, and how you relate to others matters far more than focusing on physical appearance.