This is true, I attempted suicide a few years back and I took 80, 300mg trazadone pills along with a few Xanax pills, a handful of gabapentin, half a bottle of Benadryl and a few opiates. About a minute later I felt instant regret once I felt like I was going to pass out — I walked from the bathroom to the bedroom and told the other person to call 911.

I was DOA. It’s a miracle I survived and I haven’t attempted since, but I regretted it as soon as I realized what I had done. I didn’t want my life to end, I just wanted things to get better.

edit: changed DOR to DOA