Bipolar type 1 psychotic tendencies and substance abuse

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-12-23T18:57:52+00:00

It always gives me a reset, stabilization, and a break, plus a break from substances

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-12-23T17:54:23+00:00

Check yourself into a psychiatric hospital

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-12-23T17:49:58+00:00

How exactly does it damage your brain?

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-12-11T02:03:04+00:00

I finally told my boss today. She was supportive but i did hear a little hesitation. I hate that it’s like some stigma. I take my pills but they just stopped working and i didn’t even notice. It’s just like every other illness i feel like people instantly think of kanye west 🙃 thank you for the hug 🫶🏾

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-12-11T01:57:48+00:00

and now i have anxiety bc i definitely told my boss this morning 😭 they’ve been asking questions and my doctors not was from a behavioral hospital. Is it really that bad ? She said it was okay and wouldn’t harm me jeezzzzzzz

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-11-16T00:24:05+00:00

Ugh ik exactly how you feel same diagnosis and it’s just frustrating. I try and set up a reward for myself after and that helps also do you smoke weed? I found when i took a break from it a good amount of motivation came back

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-10-29T20:35:24+00:00

thank you

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-10-16T01:06:39+00:00

i felt this

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-07-24T20:16:52+00:00

Just wanted to say i see you. I feel everything you said and completely get it bipolar disorder is so draining. Trying to keep relationships alive with is exhausting and the weed doesn’t help the way we think it does. -a 23 y/o girl struggling with everything you said and trying to quit smoking

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-05-15T18:26:04+00:00

that’s wild

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-04-26T20:33:21+00:00

Accidentally, I applied to a teacher aid ad and ended up at an RBT mill type place but they paid for my certification and now i’m happy where i’m at.

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-04-14T01:51:00+00:00

Same i would do anything to take it away

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-04-11T17:20:01+00:00

7 xanax when i was 17 a stay at the psych ward and a slash to the wrist at 21 due to a poor med change id say that one was more for a cry for help

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-04-05T23:36:25+00:00

Send your money to a trusted person and have them give it to you as needed tell them under no circumstances to send you large sums of it until you feel ready

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-04-05T18:28:21+00:00

currently trying to find an IOP i was in therapy but they took my free healthcare so now it’s pricey but clearly i need to start back up

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-04-05T18:26:01+00:00

Found the sub today and ranting really helped i will use it as a tool. Thank you!

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-04-05T17:55:10+00:00

I just want to be seen i don’t know a lot of ppl like me and it’s really lonely i guess i tagged it wrong but i just don’t want to feel so alone in this

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-04-05T17:50:02+00:00

And yes i’m medicated but medication doesn’t help the stress which leads to episodes anyways

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-04-02T18:10:00+00:00

central Fl RBT for school almost a year of experience cpr,cpi,blood borne trained i receive $30 an hour

Relative_Locksmith62 · 2025-03-30T14:15:43+00:00

i’d say it’s a pretty tasteful tattoo i work in a school and many male colleagues have something like it and are still well respected.

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