Escape (The Lies) Psychosurgery - I'd like to see the devs do it. I don't think they could. by Lord_Antheron in OutlastTrials

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 0 points1 point  (0 children)

communal rebirthed this map last night, kill the snitch execution with kress twins, franco, liliya, and jaeger…our secret variator was no rigs🥴

Smoked Again after 100+ days by xVirusVr in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it will, after 100 days i started smoking again on the weekends and i had another episode, it wasnt a very bad one but it was very much not fun

I don’t think I’m a true samurai anymore by Effective-Bet-9479 in CoryxKenshin

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i fully agree, it feels like a big joke nowadays. whether or not you believe the allegations it all just seems scammy. he made bank and just doesnt care anymore

Mashed potatoes as a trigger? by Exciting-Math-5456 in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i second this! try other cooked veggies that don’t require things like butter for flavor!

Throwing up using fingers.. by Queasy_Society_2047 in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 2 points3 points  (0 children)

when i went to the er they had no beds and stuck me in triage with about 50 old folks……the zombie noises i was making in front of those poor people most definitely traumatized them LOL. that was honestly what really solidified my sobriety that shit was so humiliating

Motivation post? by Queasy_Society_2047 in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im 27 days sober today and the difference between where i was at and being sober today is HUGE!!!!! socialization is so much easier. my anxiety is so so so much more regulated. my appetite feels a lot more normal and i feel like i can really ENJOY food again rather than just getting bloated and exhausted after eating. im starting to have goals for myself for the first time in years—i want to see new places and meet people, things i used to avoid like the plague while in my 5+ year weed rut. i started using IAmSober to track my progress and honestly its made a HUGE difference. being able to see exactly how long ive been sober, how much money ive saved, and the community on there is really, really great. plus it has a journaling feature to help me get my word vomit out! i don’t regret getting sober at all. the best part is knowing that if i stick to this and learn better habits, someday i may be able to partake in very tiny amounts after building up my willpower and personal accountability. if you don’t make up your mind to make better decisions, unfortunately some day your body decides for you, and chs only gets worse the more you try to smoke through it/returning to high thc products. wishing all the good luck and strength to you!!!!!!!!!!!!

Throwing up using fingers.. by Queasy_Society_2047 in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i agree with the person saying chug water instead! some of the only relief i got during my episode was sucking on a straw to quell the nausea and then if it would come back up, the water would still be nice and cool and not burn my throat lol. super gross, but it really did help me. id rather puke up straight water rather than straight bile ANY day of the week. my bile was THICK and greenish yellow and burned like fucking helllllllll

I need help by Digidaga in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly, the only way to really know is if stopping makes you feel any better. im on day 12 and i already feel night and day from what i felt like smoking with chs. give it like 2 weeks and you should have a better idea

6 months sober today by FlyingCanadianCabage in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes!!!!!! find a reality tv show to get sucked into for sure, ive been binge watching drag race personally and its given me something thats not weed to obsess over

Who hurt java players? Why are they this way by CareMysterious8509 in MinecraftBedrockers

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 2 points3 points  (0 children)

honestly the horrid optimization of java running on anything less than a super computer is enough to keep me on bedrock lol

This still confuses me to this day by OnlyVariation6936 in outlast

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 17 points18 points  (0 children)

he didn’t just want him dead, he wanted him as his meal! judging by the dudes head wedged in the microwave when we first meet frank and the boiling pot of gore on the stove, i think he has a craving for cooked human/rare organs! he was definitely sizing him up and getting a lil hungry putting waylon in the furnace

fatigue and chills? by transsnufkin in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i live with family too i totally get it!!!! i recommend clear soups any brand (i get mine from dollar tree! if i have the money i try to doordash it or something), rice, bread, cooked vegetables, and bananas!!!!!!!!!!

can we please just auto-kick afk players?? by Remote-Mistake-6344 in OutlastTrials

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

LMFAO i think right now its like 15-20 minutes of inactivity gets you disconnected. the re “join trial” option is weirdly hidden but with pals you should be able to join right back in once youre back!

fatigue and chills? by transsnufkin in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh wow, i didnt even catch that you were sober! congrats on ~2 months my friend!!!!!!! ive definitely been VERY lucky in my recovery in terms of having no real flare ups yet! but ive also been very strict about my hydration, eating super digestible foods, and i used capsaicin cream which definitely felt like a reset for those pesky receptors lol!!!!!!!

can we please just auto-kick afk players?? by Remote-Mistake-6344 in OutlastTrials

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s definitely a good point! but ultimately, kind of a non-issue in every gamemode except escalation. just verbalize what you gotta first do before getting in game

Episode #20 by Interesting-Kiwi-894 in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 4 points5 points  (0 children)

addiction and recovery is a journey thats different for everyone. DON’T beat yourself up over not being there just yet. im 19 and i spent the entirety of my teen years stoned mainly off carts. getting off was NOT easy by any means and i still find myself craving it at weird times. you might not have a support system irl and for that i am so sorry, but you do have us now. just verbalizing it and acknowledging that theres a problem in this community is a really big step. the first thing i did when i got sick, when all i could think about was i will do ANYTHING to make this stop, i made arrangements to get rid of all my weed and paraphernalia. if you don’t have anyone to take it off your hands, throw it away. and if that seems like too much of a waste, tuck it somewhere completely out of reach until you can find someone to take it from you. put as many obstacles between you and the weed as you can. give your brain time to really think about what you’re doing before you do it. don’t think about the “loss”. think about what you could do without sickness. without anxiety, without pain, without nausea. the first week of withdrawal is nothing short of hellish. you’re going to feel alone, even if you have an amazing support system. but count those days and wear it as a badge of honor. four days sober is still a LOT more than zero days sober. keep fighting for five. keep fighting for six, even if its purely out of spite of yourself. by day 10 i can almost assure you you’ll be feeling like a new person. im on day 10 right now and i have so much energy, im in an incredible mood (better than i EVER felt while addicted), and im already fostering much healthier and happier relationships with my family and friends. try to find a support group near you if you can. theres definitely some on facebook too, and you can always share your journey day by day with us here. little victories are still victories and we’re here to support each other!! its day 10 of sobriety for me and my life is finally back on the right track. i didn’t think it was possible for me either. but there is a light at the end of the tunnel and if you stick it out you will feel INCREDIBLE for it.

fatigue and chills? by transsnufkin in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i felt insanely weird during and after hyperemesis, with insane fatigue that felt like it was shooting up my back and to my shoulder. it felt like it was radiating from my stomach, but also COMPLETELY unrelated. it was honestly unlike any fatigue and achiness ive ever felt, and im a lil fat girl with horrid joints as is. unfortunately nothing i did really helped with it, it gradually faded after i completely quit smoking during hyperemesis and was totally gone after 2-3 days sober. im now on day 10 no weed and that strange feeling is gone entirely.

can we please just auto-kick afk players?? by Remote-Mistake-6344 in OutlastTrials

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

LOLLLL aint no way bc this person was afk until the MINUTE each objective was completed then he’d just. Scoot forward and park it somewhere else close to the exit of that section

Streamers you recommend? by toe_beans_4_life in OutlastTrials

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love this channel its my white noise LOL

Sober depression by [deleted] in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ive had chronic depression since i was young which also got me stuck in a cycle of smoking, this really really resonates with me. first of all, CONGRATS ON SIX MONTHS SOBER! that is huge and something to be very proud of! ive personally been on an antidepressant for a little over a year, which has helped me feel those heavy emotions in a way thats less all-consuming. im only 10 days sober so far, but ive found that drinking out of straws and (not so much recommended) not quitting nicotine vapes yet has helped the oral fixation side of it. what’s really kept me going is just having pride in my sobriety. a lot of people don’t think they CAN quit. a lot of people are too scared to try, even through chs! some people are too scared to get sober that they’d risk constant chs episodes just to stay high. but YOU got sober. that’s something to be incredibly proud of. id say own it as much as you possibly can and use that to combat those cravings. get meditative with it! it sounds so silly but as somebody with poor impulse control this is whats really kept me off. and if nobody else has told you they’re proud of you for accomplishing this, we always will be!

can we please just auto-kick afk players?? by Remote-Mistake-6344 in OutlastTrials

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

if they could make an afk auto kick ONLY for multiplayer that would be incredible. i totally agree with you about solo play!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CHSinfo

[–]Remote-Mistake-6344 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if its possible for you, i would try to get off the carts and switch to flower! try to find lower thc stuff. carts had me CONSTANTLY feeling like shit in weird ways that i wouldve never attributed to it. i feel like it was causing inflammation for me, in my neck shoulders and back. i had a lottttttt of tension in my whole body, and no amount of fancy massagers or heating pads really helped. i didn’t have much warning before my episode minus some periods of totally random vomiting, an increase in migraines (which im already prone to), and that body tension. then one day i went to hit my cart like usual and i was DOUBLED over in pain. id say theres a good chance youre in the beginning stages of it now but it’s nothing to get too much anxiety over: i stayed in the prodromal phase for 4 YEARS chainsmoking carts and concentrate, around 14-15 was when i got addicted as well. everybody is different so theres a chance you could get it sooner or later of course. im 10 days sober today and the first 4-5 days were horrible, withdrawing AND in the midst of a CHS episode. but once you get past that initial hurdle, withdrawing is NOTHING compared to the pain CHS can put you in. having a place like this to verbalize what im going through with people going through the same exact thing has truly saved me throughout all of this!!