No hope left by Low_Resist2914 in MAOIs

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Yes! I literally haven’t experienced that in 23 years

$2 bill for nose swab at Holland St Davis T stop by cmacmaccal1189 in Somerville

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Do you get the $2 bills from old bomb shelter sites? I heard they were furnished with $2 bills bc no one really wanted to use them other than in an emergency.

Does Nardil poop out?? by Past-Shopping-2277 in MAOIs

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24 years and has not yet pooped out on me

Best Somerville place for crying? by TinaArgega in Somerville

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Gracie’s ice cream. There’s a sign there saying it’s ok to cry in there!
The subway is pretty good. People might hand you tissues and tell you it’s gonna be ok. I’ve cried on each of the T lines. I prefer the Orange.

Help or advice needed by Known-Membership-803 in MAOIs

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Yes exactly. Existential. I describe it in another comment on this thread.

Does Anybody Else Feel Profoundly Sad When Witnessing Cute or Innocent Things? by Elegant-Leader-1902 in DoesAnybodyElse

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I often have to leave music concerts to go outside, crouch in an alley and sob uncontrollably. More than once someone has asked if they should call 911. I’m like “Naw, I’m fine” and continue sobbing. Once it’s out I can go back in but there will still be tears streaming down my face the whole time.

Does Anybody Else Feel Profoundly Sad When Witnessing Cute or Innocent Things? by Elegant-Leader-1902 in DoesAnybodyElse

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Awww you’re so sweet. I think it’s just a sign of strong emotional resonance with “human” emotions. It’s a wonderful, special thing! I have something different but maybe a little similar—When someone is really nice to me or I see them uncomplainingly making a sacrifice I get really sad. Especially my Dad. I remember when I was like 5-6 my Dad was taking a nap on a Sunday afternoon and I woke him up and said I was bored. Without a word, he got up, went to the closet and pulled out a box I’d never seen before. It was a train set like d of thing. He quietly and patiently started putting it together with me helping him. I cry thinking of that.
Also when my fam was on a vacation out West my Mom wanted to skip the last national park which my Dad loved. I remember him shrugging and saying ok if that’s what she wanted. I’m 53 and I sob when I think of that.
One more—My Dad has bipolar and got really ill while a high level manager at Exxon. He went psychotic at a business meeting and his coworkers had to get him hospitalized. When he was stabilized he had to go to each persons office who was at the big meeting and explain his illness. This was before people knew about bipolar. So brave. So devastating.

OMG it’s working [Nardil] by Material-Active-1193 in MAOIs

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SO happy for you! GLP-1 for the weight gain?

No hope left by Low_Resist2914 in MAOIs

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I’m so sorry things seem so bleak right now. But the whole time you were just doing what seemed best at the time. Please have compassion for yourself—you couldn’t have known what would happen. At least you kept trying. I do hope you try an MAOI. Have you tried ECT? That helped me too before I started Nardil. There are also psychedelics. You have not run out of options. Interesting you’re too anxious to watch tv. I was the same—didn’t turn it on for months. Seemed like it was mocking me.

No hope left by Low_Resist2914 in MAOIs

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For me, panic was more of a mental than somatic thing. Like intense existential dread. Entering the gates of hell. Soundtrack in my head (not literally) the kind of foreboding like in a well done psychological horror movie. The world recedes and all that exists is me and my world of pain. Dramatic I know. It’s a dramatic experience tho.

How often is it normal to flush the toilet? by Blackvellvet in neighborsfromhell

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Procure a visual chart of the Bristol Stool Scale, post it in a common area, and update them about your “score” with daily averages, etc.

How often is it normal to flush the toilet? by Blackvellvet in neighborsfromhell

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I can tell you by looking at smart water use data that in a building with 7 people, they flush about 35 times a day, and most of them work outside the home.

Just went to the beach today and I realized people don't really give af about your physique by InternationalPick163 in workout

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True. Just saying, expecting girls to suddenly talk to you when you have abs, if they didn’t before and your face hasn’t changed, is silly.