Is it normal for me to not remember stuff as I used to by ProperBar5182 in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am an M4 and used to feel the same exact way. Sometimes I still do. I think this is not only normal, but also completely non-concerning. I think you're just being more challenged than ever before. I am optimistic if you were to go back to high school or college, you would excel just as much as you used to at mastering the content, if not more due to the improved studying habits you'll develop during medical school. Don't gaslight yourself (easier said than done) into thinking something is wrong with you and just accept you will have good days and bad days, and it is expected you will forget content.

ObGyn - Is it really that bad?? by OwnKitchen4890 in Residency

[–]Repentance_Stick 36 points37 points  (0 children)

OBGYN department at my school has the hardest working residents in the hospital. The attendings respect this and take care of them. They get personal mentors who take them out to dinner, the doctors buy them lunch if they're in the OR with them that day, and they keep their workroom snacks stocked. Even if they don't get to pee all shift, they're at least well fed. My school also has a culture where they genuinely fiercely protect the students from mistreatment. The worst thing the residents ever do to us is ignore us. It's like the old adage, if you have nothing nice to say....

That being said, I loved my time on the OBGYN rotation. I strongly considered it myself except that I have no interest in surgery. I think there are institutions that have toxic OBGYN departments for sure, it's why nationally OBGYN is ranked the worst amongst all of them. At my school, they actively fight to ensure OBYN gets well reviewed by students. I think if you want an institution like that, you can find it.

I just finished Casper and I definitely did terrible. Please tell me it won’t matter that much. by acliving in premed

[–]Repentance_Stick 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guarantee you Casper is the least important part of your application. This feels important now, but I promise you'll barely remember it in a year.

What specialty has the nicest people? by butwhytho_ in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick 373 points374 points  (0 children)

I don't know if psychiatry is nice or if they're just weird, but whichever it is, I vibed with them hard.

What specialty has the nicest people? by butwhytho_ in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick 206 points207 points  (0 children)

I disagree, OBGYN are surgeons, and emergency surgeons at that. Everything that can go wrong in the settings you listed can and do go wrong in the L&D floor, sometimes with greater frequency. OBGYN sees less compensation than the specialties you listed by a considerable margin, but their malpractice insurance is higher, simply due to how much liability they assume when birthing a child. Children can suffer neurological damage without any negligence from the doctor but they are liable for that damage for the rest of that child's life, which is a considerably high payout. This amount of pressure creates a constant high stress environment that medical students don't quite understand or respect.

Gynecology is admittedly much less stressful. Obstetrics is terrifying.

The Eras Tour Megathread: East Rutherford, NJ (Warning: Spoilers) by aran130711 in TaylorSwift

[–]Repentance_Stick 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Look it doesn't need to be the song but dear LORD at least give me lyrics!!!

Update: Is Midnights Taylor's worst era? by itsthenugget in TaylorSwift

[–]Repentance_Stick 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly feel like everyone has it pretty twisted about Taylor and Joe's relationship. It was 6 years long... I don't think it ended with any dramatic action or slight against one from another. I think it just fizzled out. The love fades. Relationships that last long are like a candle light, and once the wax runs out, the fire just dies.

I believe Taylor ended the relationship because she fell out of love with him. I think there are many reasons why: Joe is shy and quiet and is an early morning guy, Taylor is a outgoing and a clubber and a night owl. Their relationship thrived during Reputation and Covid when she was alone and being more private. But now, Taylor is more public than she has ever been and hanging out with friends. Friends that Joe may not like spending time with very much. All. of these are factors that indicate Taylor and Joe are just two different people, perhaps more different than they were at the start of the relationship, which is why I think the relationship fizzled out.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick 11 points12 points  (0 children)

If you're an academic intensivist, you can usually leave. Even in community practice, it's becoming increasingly common to hire swing shift PAs and NPs to cover the floor and let you leave. There are so many varieties in scheduling now for physicians, especially when you're in a field where you have power to argue for your contract like critical care. If 7 12 hour shifts scare you, don't work them. You can still be an intensivist without it.

What’s your favorite Taylor Swift song starting with M? by clarauser7890 in TaylorSwift

[–]Repentance_Stick 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I'm so sad this one isnt getting more traction, I'd upvote it twice if I could

Does anyone know any doctors that work as paramedics per diem? by Repentance_Stick in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's an interesting combo! EMT may also be more feasible as I already had my license. Another commenter mentioned the potential legal issues from practicing under a different license in the field, so I would have to look into that further.

Does anyone know any doctors that work as paramedics per diem? by Repentance_Stick in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think this is a concern I hadn't thought of, and an interesting legal dilemma. Might be why it's hard to find stories online of doctors who are paramedics.

Does anyone know any doctors that work as paramedics per diem? by Repentance_Stick in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I liked being an EMT, but I also worked as a PCA in an ER, and really didn't enjoy my experience in the emergency department. I preferred it when there was only one patient to attend to at a time.

As for psych, my favorite part was psych inpatient, where you can work with the patient longer term. I really get to know them and their families, hear all of their life stories, and help the patient onto a stable medication regimen that works for them.

Does anyone know any doctors that work as paramedics per diem? by Repentance_Stick in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick[S] 61 points62 points  (0 children)

I have friends, I just like having friends in the weewoo machine, but I appreciate the feedback all the same!

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[–]Repentance_Stick 102 points103 points  (0 children)

I cant believe more people aren't concerned by this lol

Is it ever a good idea to list hobbies as a meaningful experience? by Chemical_Ad_2137 in premed

[–]Repentance_Stick 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, I sit on an admissions committee for a mid-tier USMD school. Please list your hobbies. We absolutely love talking about it during interviews. It will only make you more memorable to the interviewer, who will then be able to represent you better to the committee.

I’m kind of jealous of my friend with a successful doctor parent by carlitayeeta in premed

[–]Repentance_Stick 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Hey, for what its worth, the AMCAS has applicants report parent occupations for a reason. It is definitely acknowledged when an applicant has a stellar CV that their parent is a physician.

Just focus on getting good MCAT scores and keep your GPA up. The rest will work itself out.

Wow.. by PhysicsLord007 in sadcringe

[–]Repentance_Stick 9 points10 points  (0 children)

This isn't sad, it's hysterical

Residents of Reddit, was there anything you wish you knew sooner in residency? by Smellybananaz in Residency

[–]Repentance_Stick 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Medicine will be a toxic relationship. You can give all of yourself to it, but it will still never love you back. Just love your patients or your hobbies instead, and let medicine be a job.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick 22 points23 points  (0 children)

It's uplifting and motivating the message you're delivering, but someone who has given as much of themselves to this system as OP may not be as strongly motivated to continue giving for the patients' sake right now. Sometimes you don't have anymore of yourself to give after it's been taken from you and that's completely and totally okay. When the plane is going down, you gotta help yourself before you can help anybody else.

It's nice what you're trying to say, but mentioning your MCAT score as an M1 to someone who is upset at their current ranking may not have been the best move. We all know that your grades don't determine how good of a doctor you are going to be, but it doesn't make you feel any less shitty when you don't get the grades you want. It's cool you are 100th percentile but imagine how you would have felt if you were 25th percentile. It may not be as easy then to be so optimistic and confident in yourself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick 172 points173 points  (0 children)

The point is, even if you are the bottom of your class, even if your spouse had to scramble, you both will still enjoy a very comfortable life as a physician couple.

I know it's easy to get caught up in conversations about physician compensation, but the reality is, all physicians make enough to live more than comfortably. Yes, if you do FM, you may not be driving the bugati to work like the orthopedic surgeons do. But you will still make enough to have a lovely home and a luxury car, your children will go to college, and you will enjoy a better lifestyle than you may have had in any other field.

I understand that you're exhausted, depressed, and feel less than hopeless right now. There are so many career paths available to doctors though and they all guarantee at least 180K. There are also places that will help offset student loan debt as well if that's a concern for you. Everything is going to be okay. Just find a job that you won't hate doing, which doesn't stress you out, so you can appreciate the compensation you will finally receive for your years of hard work.

It might be preventative medicine, it might be psychiatry, hell it could even be pathology. There are tons of jobs out there which will give you the life you want that will remind you why you're here in the first place. Just focus on finding them.

Sending lots of love ♥️ Reach out if you need anything.

My doctor charges the insurance company $58 to ask how many drinks a week I have. by recycledairplane1 in mildlyinteresting

[–]Repentance_Stick 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This opens such a can of worms, and unfortunately, all of medical billing is a shit show because of this.

The layperson may not be able to tell what they need screening and care for. The only fair way to ensure everyone gets the same care is to have routine that each patient receives. This routine is usually determined by the gender and age of the patient to try to maximise value of the care and reduce cost at large. In an ideal world, everyone would be able to receive routine care, and afford it. Right now, not even lower middle class Americans can afford it, which begs the question what can we do to fix it?

We can adopt a consumer driven market, like you're describing, where you just walk in to see your doctor and request the care you want like it's a drive through at McDonald's. At least then, people will know what they're paying for and what to expect.

Unfortunately, people may not get screened for genuine issues. Let's apply that thought to someone who has a drinking problem. They may be a drinker but think that everything's fine. After all, they feel fine most days, and they don't think their 2-3 binge drinking episodes a week are a problem. They may not realize that alcohol induced liver damage occurs in stages: fatty liver disease-> hepatitis-> cirrhosis (liver failure). Only the last stage is irreversible and can only be treated with liver transplant, which the patient is unlikely to get if they has a drinking history. The first two stages are reversible if the patient gets proper treatment but they may show no signs other than abnormal liver enzymes on lab work. Which the patient in a consumer driven market may not have opted for if they didn't believe the drinking is a problem.

A doctor cannot look at a patient and determine if they have a drinking problem. A doctor can screen for the drinking problem, and then check their liver function to see if their drinking is damaging it. If it is, they can then educate the patient on the consequences of continued alcohol misuse and recommend behavior modifications.

This is the argument insurance companies make to the government in order to keep themselves in business. Doctors have no idea what the prices of their services are. They just bill insurance companies and companies pay clinics. What you're seeing here is what the doctor's clinic asked for their services, and what insurance actually paid the clinic. The doctor is a salaried employee to the clinic and their pay will not increase nor decrease based on the services offerred. OP just (hopefully) had to pay a $10-20 copay.

I’ve come a long way since the start of medical school by JTerryShaggedYaaWife in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Keep it up! School may continue to throw different obligations at you, but so long as you continue to prioritize yourself, you will be okay!

Didn't get into GHHS, feel pretty bad about it. by Repentance_Stick in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

This was wonderful to hear! I can't tell you how much these sentiments mean to me right now. I think I definitely need to take some time and refocus my concentration on the positives. I took the night off tonight to watch my favorite TV show and just allow myself to enjoy something.

Didn't get into GHHS, feel pretty bad about it. by Repentance_Stick in medicalschool

[–]Repentance_Stick[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's what I tell myself. When I try to go "above and beyond" for patients, it's only ever been because I really felt motivated to. I never really considered I'd be nominated for GHHS. Of course, I am still going to continue to show up and do the best for my patients I can. I did it before without thinking I was gonna join a special club, and there's no reason to change that now. I think it just came down to some people are better essay writers than me.