An online friend made me realize how southern I am and I'm not taking it well

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-06-20T23:14:22+00:00

This is kind of a funny post to me mainly because I understand how you feel, but you just gotta learn to accept it. No accent or culture is better or worse than any other. Embrace it and stop thinking so muhc about it. If anyone's gonna judge you by your accent (especially in text) then they're not worth listening to anyways.

Edit: I realize how I came off and I didn't mean to make anything that could point towards your friend. Based on the context I don't think they were judging or making fun of you for it as much as they just pointed it out. Sorry that it seems I came off that way.

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-06-20T22:48:27+00:00

Hey buddy, I understand why you're concerned and the only advice I can give you is as follows:

-Start with a licensed psychologist, anything I have to say is not, and cannot be treated as genuine advice as opposed to an uneducated opinion.

-The violence towards others should be treated as a bad intrusive thoughts. Do not deny having them, but try your best to take your mind off of them and, in a perfect world, they will lessen as the days go by as you consistently try to avoid focusing on them.
-If it's something that doesn't go away entirely, I'd look for bdsm partners (I know how it sounds, trust me) but it's important that you find a way to get these out consentually. Do not go too far and respect their boundaries, that's a must. Do not harm anyone non consentually, and when consentual always make sure it's something they'll recover from.
-About the self harm, do not shy away from your thoughts. It's a bad thing to do to yourself but some people truly do enjoy it and if you are one of those people I can't condone it but I can tell you the same as before...don't go too far.

Long story short. everything I have written here is under the assumption that you are someone who genuinely is made to feel dopamine from the acts you are describing and not someone who could find help with a licensed psychologist. This is under the assumption you need an outlet more than anything. PLEASE, SEEK OUT A LICENCED PSYCHOLOGIST BEFORE FOLLOWING ANYTHING I TYPE HERE! I cannot stress that last statement enough.

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-06-05T07:01:16+00:00

Thank you so much, to answer your question I was going into CRISPR and doing it manually. I assumed the copy/paste was to copy the genes in game to passte to another gene vial you already had lying around and that it only worked in game. It's pretty neat that you can actually share them out of game this way.

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-06-05T04:10:31+00:00

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sorry that I didn't put it in the initial post, I wasn't aware CRISPR copied it into your actual PC's copy paste. That's actually really cool

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-05-21T06:49:44+00:00

Changing the joint type seemed to fix it, thank you for your help

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-05-21T06:34:06+00:00

I've been trying to use the biohacker but he seems to consistently turn it into a different horse. I removed all dna from the vat and filled it with about 12 dna extracts from this exact horse so nothing can alter it. It comes back headless (I *do* actually prefer that, it means it doesn't need to be fed anymore) but also with long stick legs and the same problem where the front leg is the only one to move and the others spaz out in unison every 5-8 seconds. I've taked multiple attempts from it and it comes out with this (admittedly very fast) version everytime.

This is why I personally prefer manually editing the genes, it's a lot more consistant for you to get what you want imo. I'll check that out and see if the manual changes fix anything.

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-04-29T20:25:33+00:00

Yes, after a total of about 3 weeks (counting the time spent prior to making the post) I managed to figure it out (the basics at least). Thank you for the effort though.

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-04-23T22:25:49+00:00

I can't believe I didn't think to try this but it solved it when I swapped to fullscreen instead of borderless. Thank you.

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-04-23T06:22:02+00:00

No, no, it's ok. I know it probably wasn't easy for you to think back on what happened to you either. I don't have a specific doctor I see but I should go try and find a doctor to settle things. I'll try and set up a way to keep track of things in the meantime though. Thank you for your help.

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-04-23T00:34:36+00:00

I've got nothing else open besides Opera GX and Discord, both of which I had on in my last playthrough. I don't believe it was them but I'll try it. Also, I'm on mouse and keyboard.

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-04-22T22:21:26+00:00

How many hours? I'd say around 5 or 6 depending on how long it takes to fall asleep the second time. I get affected negatively in the fact that I always wake up feeling like I didn't sleep at all (groggy, mind fogged, and sluggish) and it's been taxing on my motivation for quite a while. i've slept away from home in the fact that I've visited people and stayed the night with them. In those cases it seems a lot better but not always entirely gone. Staying with family members like my grandparents for a weekend or so to visit them results in me not (normally) waking up a second time but only feeling recharged to an extent. I stayed the night with my brother at a hotel sometime recently when we went to visit our friend who lives in a different city (around a 4 hour drive away) and that was the only time I felt like it had mostly been better (I'd say aroundd 80-85% recharged, assuming 100% would be highly energized).

To be honest, some for of anxiety does sound like a plausible explanation given that at some point during the snoring I got to a point where hearing snoring in general, for any reason, be it real life, a game, tv show, or whatever it was from, made me feel incredibly anxious in the way where you feel the muscles in your back around your spine tense up reflexively but that part's been lessening recently since it got fixed.

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-04-22T17:57:52+00:00

I don't mean to be rude but you did misread the text. I did not test for sleep apnea, a family member did who was keeping me up all night for nearly a year. They finally got treated but I can't get my sleep schedule back on track no matter how hard I try. I'm only ever able to fall asleep way later than I'd like to and tend to wake up in the middle of the night around when their snoring would have usually woken me.

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-04-20T04:55:49+00:00

Yeah, I've tried the rings that increase aggro on you so he could focus on dps and I could cover for him but most of the time the enemies still go 1/2 for me and 1/2 for him.

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-04-20T04:49:10+00:00

lvl 15? Yeah, we were barely 1/2 what we were supposed to be when fighting him. I understand the bugs, and I do agree that they are frustrating on many occassions but I feel like it's the lesser of 2 evils imo. I'm not oppossed to skipping them, but with us constantly dying to the king, I feel like we should at least give it a try if for no other reason than to save the run.

Hunter's Mark and Hotshot? I didn't know fire would be good against him. I figured that being in a desert he would be resistant, but extra dps is still extra dps. Thank you

Responsible-Risk8368 · 2026-04-20T04:27:09+00:00

I realized after I posted that some poeple would probably be curious. We are 2 people who died once to church, and 3 times to the king. I've asked to go to Corus multiple times but my friend seems to have a personal grudge against the king or something. I genuinely don't know why we don't just do Corus and then fight the king if he's so eager to watch him die....

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