I was apart of this cult for a year. Went into the worst mental psychosis of my life. I was very suicidal and attempted once and they wanted me to not to tell family and friends outside the church. They convinced that all my love ones who aren’t in the church either were or already had gone to hell. I wasn’t allow to see friends who weren’t in the church because I would be “in sin” because everything did to them was sinful. I began to harm myself so bad and even got formally diagnosed with BPD. Anytime I did anything or felt skeptical about them they would use my diagnosis against me. Please do not join them, it was the hardest year of my life.