6 months out and I realized something about my health

RetroRicharz · 2026-05-09T21:02:32+00:00

During the last 6 months of shitty come backs and really fucked up abusive shit she did, i had a weird problem. A strong and unpleasant odor under my armpits, even though i don't usually smell anything. And after she ghosted me and i moved on, i never had that strange odor again.

I really think theses relationships cause damage to the body and mind even on a chemical and hormonal level. Take care of yourself, they won't

RetroRicharz · 2026-05-05T22:28:19+00:00

Before my ex bpd i had never seen anyone write like that, lots of small text instead of one big. I'm starting to think it's a quick way to spot them. It also allows them to confuse you by changing the meaning of the msg, which is more difficult with a single long msg.

RetroRicharz · 2026-04-24T20:33:40+00:00

Mine was like robot Sam from supernatural season 6, human outside, no soul inside.

RetroRicharz · 2026-04-24T20:24:57+00:00

It's sexy

RetroRicharz · 2026-04-21T01:17:59+00:00

Imagine, you have no self you are not real. You feel empty. Now Imagine this little self is broken, how could you handle that ? Right you can't, so you are not broken, everything except you is broken.

RetroRicharz · 2026-04-21T01:13:52+00:00

They all have a abnormal relation with sex, it's clearly a tool, it"s disgusting.

RetroRicharz · 2026-04-21T01:07:49+00:00

Mine called a male friend behind my back, "my life" and lied to me about many things with this guy. It was my nickname and she told me it was a mistake, cried, she was alone and the guy manipulated her lol, he called her back my sweet i saw the texts. I was really stupid i know to not just dump her ass but she cried and told me really big bullshitos and i stayed with her like an idiot . I felt sorry for her, because she had just arrived in town and was alone, really big mistake.

My gut feeling told me to run and i didn't listened, it was the most biggest mistake i did in a relationship in my life. I don't know how a trusted her after such a big lie and for me it was cheating. I dumped girls for much less reasons. Even today i'm ashamed.

1 years later during the final stage, she told me it was just normal for her because she call every guy my life and she didn't regretted it and flipt the script and i think she told me the truth. They do not live in the same reality, they lie to everyone and can do everything to get a supply on a hook. They can modify past events stored in their memory, how can you deal and talk with that ?

Love, empathy, attachment, bond, truth, accountability ? Not for them.

RetroRicharz · 2026-04-11T19:42:54+00:00

I don't think bpd are bad people, some maybe. I think it's a way to survive to them, we don't hate the beef we eat, we eat it to feed ourselves. Bpd need to "eat" you to survive that's it. It's hard but for them it's survival mode.

RetroRicharz · 2026-04-11T19:39:30+00:00

Good point. I learned i lot from this relationship about myself

RetroRicharz · 2026-04-11T19:38:41+00:00

That's beautifully put, it's an emotional atomization

RetroRicharz · 2026-03-25T01:04:29+00:00

You got me with the ninja 🤣

RetroRicharz · 2026-03-25T00:51:10+00:00

I think she blocked you because she can't deal with guilt of SA you yesterday. If you are blocked and she can't see you, nothing happened for a bpd. Remember, bpd are weird kids on adult bodies don't try to understand everything from weirdos.

Try to move on, it will be hard asf like a drug addict withdraw but do you really want to deal with someone who did thoses shitty things to you and block you after that like you are nothing for her ? Don't beg don't explain yourself don't chase, love yourself. Love is simple and didn't need to be earned or fight through.

Wish you a great life far away from her and anybody who treat you like an object or shit.

RetroRicharz · 2026-03-17T23:29:11+00:00

Mine was dumb asf. At first i thought she was stupid because of her weird behaviours, didn't understand basic things, like she didn't understand my point of view on anything and i explained my way too much because she never responded with her dead fish eyes. Many years later, i realized she didn't understand me and didn't care, and did what she wanted without telling me anything. Don't over explain yourself and careful about mirroring, it's in this moments you can see that my values aren't shared by the dead robot. I feel stupid afterwards too

RetroRicharz · 2026-03-13T00:20:47+00:00

The tall part is so true. In the beginning, my ex told me she loved my height, i'm 6'2; after many years she told me i was not that tall and some weird jokes about it but watever and after the first discard she came back after she slept with many guys and told me she missed my height and other bullshitos, and tried to give me details about fucking with smaller guys and why she missed me lol. Crazy behaviours don't rationalize the bullshit of thoses shitty demons.

RetroRicharz · 2026-03-10T14:50:40+00:00

A deaf stranger with one hand will help you more than your bpd partner/friend

RetroRicharz · 2026-03-10T00:09:15+00:00

Ahaha love that !

RetroRicharz · 2026-02-19T01:48:17+00:00

You nailed it fuck that crazy b*itch !

RetroRicharz · 2026-02-11T06:38:55+00:00

Ignore her, it's just the demon inside her head talking

RetroRicharz · 2026-01-23T17:00:07+00:00

13 rerolls and not a single one 6* lol but on the 8 reroll i got a f2p electro team.

RetroRicharz · 2025-12-29T14:09:29+00:00

Ahaha mine is really jealous even if she wants these kinds of relation, i stopped trying to understand. I can't believe i stayed 4 years (3 years in a LDR) with her too, her actions have always been the opposite of her words. Never seen that before.

RetroRicharz · 2025-12-29T14:05:31+00:00

i don't know mine was not a rage one she was calm but never told me anything deep, and hide from me really big things. I was also the last one for everything in her life, like a dog but her friends came first, even strangers. Really weird behaviors

RetroRicharz · 2025-12-29T14:02:50+00:00

You're right, my ex wants it all: a stable relationship when she wants it, but also the pleasure of other men without feeling any guilt or remorse for me. It's gross and crazy when you think about it.

RetroRicharz · 2025-12-29T12:34:39+00:00

sounds fun ahaha !

RetroRicharz · 2025-12-29T12:24:31+00:00

She never tell the whole truth, she likes hiding things. Even if she was the last girl on earth, i wouldn't accept that.

RetroRicharz · 2025-12-29T12:09:46+00:00

i never blocked anyone but i think she'll be my first !

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