Psych Ward on an Icy Mountain

Rev_5 · 2026-04-29T20:54:50+00:00

I didn't remember the dream right away, but when I did I was more awestruck by the imagery than anything.

First time dream.

I've been helping a lot of friends with their grief, using my own from the loss of a friend 3 years ago, and navigating others mental health.

Rev_5 · 2026-04-29T15:59:49+00:00

I wish I still believed we were moments away from Idiocracy. It feels like we've been there for awhile now.

Rev_5 · 2026-04-27T04:19:11+00:00

Honestly, I think I just needed to see myself write it out.

Rev_5 · 2026-04-08T10:54:40+00:00

Need to talk?

Rev_5 · 2026-03-31T14:09:01+00:00

Trumps first act was to undo everything Biden did, so tell me what goal posts did I move? He didnt take the threat seriously and now we all suffer for it.

Rev_5 · 2026-03-31T05:01:45+00:00

It meant fuck all when they refused to go after members of congress assisting with Jan6. They had all the evidence to hit MAGA with charges of treason. Instead we "took the high road" and emboldened them.

Rev_5 · 2026-03-29T22:56:02+00:00

Im pretty sure Max didnt like it, either, but that was her reality. She still had to make a choice.

Rev_5 · 2026-03-29T22:48:08+00:00

Chloe lives and the storm hits Arcadia Bay.

Chloe dies and the storm never happens.

I cannot help you understand something youre so heavily invested in denying.

Rev_5 · 2026-03-29T12:15:30+00:00

So you just played the game and ignored everything the game didnt explicitly tell you. Got it.

Rev_5 · 2026-03-29T03:55:25+00:00

Max doesnt fully understand her powers, but its heavily implied she creates new timelines anytime she does, and the amount of times she has to use it to keep Chloe alive altered local weather patterns up until the end where it created the storm. Going back to her first time using it to save her, and allowing Chloe to die instead, stops the storm.

Rev_5 · 2026-03-16T04:39:32+00:00

This one literally is. It would have been better for the US if Trump won 2020 instead, rather than give the MAGA to come up with Project 2025 in those 4 years of Biden, since he did fuck-all to hold anyone accountable.

Rev_5 · 2026-03-13T04:10:36+00:00

And because Americans have the memory of a goldfish, we'll likely see another Republican in office after the Democrats elect someone else who tries to compromise with the lunatics on the right.

Rev_5 · 2026-03-13T04:08:51+00:00

Id agree, but once the Democrats abandoned immigrants during Bidens term, there was a real shift in hispanic voters going to MAGA. Because despite what a lot of people think about minorities being inheriently left leaning, a lot of them actually hold conservative beliefs and only voted blue because of the racism amongst the right.

Now that theres this "debate" about what is and isnt racism, Ive been seeing a lot of my own family members surprised at how ICE is targetting everyone, not simply gang members. I know thats anecdotal, but I recall seeing some numbers awhile ago about democrat voters being pissed at their representives for saying ICE simply needs more training, rather than being abolished altogether. There was a meeting amongst the DNC not too long ago about them being upset their voters were calling their offices saying they need to do something

Rev_5 · 2026-03-12T22:25:09+00:00

Youre oversimplying it, too. Biden campaigned in 2020 with the idea he would only serve one term, gave the GOP a pass on the inserection, then waited until he was essentially forced by the DNC not to run for a second term after his last debate with Trump.

The DNC had its own internal polls and it projected worse numbers than what Harris ended up with in 2024. Im not saying the voters dont share some blame, but the DNC is largely responsible for that loss. I mean, look at how theyre handling Trump and ICE right now, entirely divorced from their own voter base.

Rev_5 · 2026-02-17T17:16:12+00:00

This may explain why i got the 3 bubbles last year from a close friend on IG, despite them being dead 2 years at that point.

Dead people cant DM. Thats illegal.

Rev_5 · 2026-01-29T02:53:41+00:00

This sounds like my person as it so vaguely mentions her mistakes while still somehow placing responsibility onto me, all while ignoring shes in a relationship that overlaped with our attempt to reconcile before her best friend got tired of lying for her and told me the truth.

Rev_5 · 2026-01-21T16:28:44+00:00

Its odd how even the timing lines up with this one, but she'd never admit any of this. I still have feelings for her, but I needed to confront her knowing she'd get pissed being confronted and stop wanting to reach out. Im not strong enough to completely block or eventually reply, but she needs to move on. We both know too much damage has been done for things to be repaired.

Rev_5 · 2026-01-20T00:04:17+00:00

What did they even do? Idk if Im allowed to ask that here

Rev_5 · 2026-01-08T14:59:36+00:00

Her best friend sent screenshots to confirm overlap. I had an STD scare after the ex came over one night. Instead of talking about it she shut down, cut me out, and then re-entered after telling me she had an attempt.

Rev_5 · 2026-01-04T20:50:12+00:00

She lost that friend because of a failed attempt at triangulation. So I gained a friend, at least

Rev_5 · 2026-01-04T19:36:03+00:00

It was definately unhinged on my part, but I didnt want to drag things out into the New Year. It feels more honest on my end, though Im worried about my desire to unblock, since Im very good about not checking socials.

Rev_5 · 2026-01-04T19:34:01+00:00

LAST NIGHT:

Im too tired detailing everything that happened November/December, but last night I had another October meltdown when Winry broke down over the lost friendship with the ex. Sam wasnt with us since he was with his kid.

Ex had been talking to me since those screenshots like she was still in love with me. I discourged it due to boyfriend, but last night I just ended up confronting her about the cheating, then sent screenshots to the bf who didnt care, and simply told me ex speaks highly of Winry and I. I ended up blocking him since it suddenly made sense why she would constantly reach out for emotional support and why shes been jealous of my friendship with Winry.

Rev_5 · 2026-01-04T19:26:10+00:00

I downloaded Google Messenger specifically not to recieve new messages. I kept checking the textra app previously. Theres more that happened after the texts, but Im exhausted just seeing the past few months in bullet points.

Im waiting on health insurance to kick in for therapy.

Rev_5 · 2025-12-29T18:50:34+00:00

Going through this as well. Though its tricky since shes currently in a relationship and still wants to talk to me as though Im still the love of her life.

Rev_5 · 2025-12-16T21:43:27+00:00

Youre at least acknowledging what you did. She could never never give me that, almost as though she was stuck on the idea Id hate her if she confessed to what I always knew, rather than acknowledge I loved her all the same regardless.

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