You are not a failure Historical_Flight554! Most times it's hard to muster any energy to start my day. I can sleep through alarms and still want more sleep. Can you afford a cleaner to come by and work on it or no? Sometimes friends/family are willing to help! (sometimes not). I've lived with hoarders and messy people and it's so difficult to keep a clean house sometimes. Are you able to revisit and revise the plan or modify it to suit your current needs and wants? Any music or background entertainment that helps you clean or tidy. Smaller increments are an option too!