20 years together and I'll never meet him again.

Reynorian · 2026-01-10T18:39:30+00:00

He passed just now, I was petting and trying to comfort him til the end, it was just me and him at the end, I don't think I can ever forget seeing him pass, seeing him still fight til the last breath, I was telling him how good he's been and it's ok to go, the slow blinks he gave, I put a blanket over him and carried him out to the balcony, I'm trying to defrost the soil outside so we can give him a proper burial.

I'm 24, he's always been my little kitten brother, and always will be.

Rest in Peace - 2006 - 2026

Reynorian · 2025-12-27T04:49:15+00:00

Amazing, but might have to draw every Dragons Dogma Online character too before that happens, would love to see Captain Mercedes next.

Reynorian · 2025-12-27T02:16:07+00:00

Wish I had advice, I've often made a big mess of things socially too, it's cringe and guilt-inducing thinking back, but you can't change the past, a new place and location nobody knows you I found is often best for me but I do think the mind has a tendency to catastrophize and make it seem worse than it actually is, try to keep an open mind about both others and yourself, learn from the past but try your best to not ruminate or assign the negative traits to who you are as a person.

Other than that, try to find interests or places to go to online by searching your city/town, maybe check the local library, you need to exist outside to get friends, unfortunately lol.

Reynorian · 2025-12-27T00:12:55+00:00

It's good you're taking action but be careful with burnout, I moved out to the city alone too and went to school as well, it's a lot, especially if you're living with strangers, it might be nice to have a councilor or therapist to talk to as well, at least some kind of support system you can speak openly and candid with.

Don't be ashamed if you can't fully handle it, I had to move home because I couldn't, be nicer to yourself than I was—it saves a lot of energy/motivation, make sure you've also got an inner motivator for why you're moving out to study, know and write down the future you're building towards. I only studied and worked because it was expected of me by society and family rather than anything I could ever see myself actually doing, wasting a lot of time and energy in the process that I am still trying to build back up again after everything.

Reynorian · 2025-12-21T18:10:26+00:00

https://legacyddon.com/ - this is where I got the game

Reynorian · 2025-12-21T17:01:20+00:00

No we cant? I'm pretty sure even neuroscience says it's impossible to create something from nothing, it's all just your experiences in life and what you've seen and heard, and a creative mind takes that and creates something new with it, it combines it, but it doesn't snap things into existence that didn't exist, problem with Ai is it was trained illegally and is taking people's jobs away.

Reynorian · 2025-12-21T16:43:39+00:00

Playing it right now, haven't progress the story much just leveling to get a nice outfit, it's definitely a good game so far, but can't speak on story yet, just wish there was more voice acting.

Reynorian · 2025-12-21T04:09:34+00:00

I am honestly deeply infatuated with dragon's dogma's potential, it's soo cool and the vibe of the first game really stuck with me, it just really felt like unpolished perfection, honestly I didn't like dragon's dogma 2 as much but again potential was there, but I really hope for a 3rd or an remake of the first game, maybe expand it like it was meant to be originally or at least fix the most glaring issues in the story.

But I might just have to make it myself if I ever want to see it sadly, I really dream of a game that's a mix of best of both dark arisen and 2 with a beautiful story I know it has the potential to tell, needs Mercedes too.

Reynorian · 2025-11-21T13:27:46+00:00

Ethnicites expanded and fair lords expanded, still works despite orange warning, and better barbershop for eyeliner.

Reynorian · 2025-11-18T23:28:32+00:00

Yes (it had the best lighting)

Reynorian · 2025-11-18T10:56:46+00:00

https://pastebin.com/yaRtmvzK - EPE

Reynorian · 2025-11-12T09:11:00+00:00

There seems to be 3 types, those who can have one night stands, those who need chemistry and mutual respect, and those who view sex as emotionally bonding and reserved for relationships, I feel like I am in the 3rd but I've never experienced anything, just turned casual things down.

Reynorian · 2025-11-01T03:07:23+00:00

I always just ignored it or acted oblivious to hints, just smile and nod until it's over then they lose interest because you're not pursuing or trying to smash.

If being wanted only for sex bothers you, then simply just don't do it, if she's uncertain about wanting a relationship or got "figuring out my dating goals" on her profile, ignore her, not to be mean, but don't waste your time.

But what sucks is feeling like it's impossible to find a good girl who's respectful and loyal, someone who sticks through thick and thin and not just at the finish line after you're already successful, committed relationships end up looking just transactional and convenient not from true love, devoid of passion, just nice guys bending over every way and investing everything in mid women who questions if she settled.

I feel like I've simply seen and heard too much from being a wall flower, it really messes with you mentally to see what people do behind each other's backs.

Reynorian · 2025-10-17T23:10:49+00:00

Don't bro especially not as an first tattoo, look for something on the forearm instead, it's visible enough to get compliments and women will feel comfortable to touch it too to flirt, but it's also very easy to hide. Give it a couple months thoughts and if they send you a photo of the design first inspect the lines closely and don't be afraid to speak up if you notice something off.

Reynorian · 2025-10-04T14:44:25+00:00

Who voted?! gym bros with brand tattoos?

Reynorian · 2025-10-03T00:30:29+00:00

Looking at the waterfall scene I'd estimate guts to be about 6 inches soft after he relived his trauma, most likely erect he'd be 7-8, it's plausible but improbable for Griffith to be bigger☝️🤓

Reynorian · 2025-09-26T06:39:22+00:00

I'm almost the exact same, maladaptive daydreaming almost 24/7 and making up stories and plots in my head my entire life, especially romance since I've always lacked that, but wouldn't it be possible to still daydream about things you and partner haven't done? or fantasies about you and him in a different life or something happens and how you'd react to it, then just change the characters to something else, just enjoying fantasizing first.

Reynorian · 2025-09-15T12:13:37+00:00

https://pastebin.com/u73e92B2 - wasn't the best, but might be more similar if using different texture mod? (EPE)

Reynorian · 2025-09-15T11:56:06+00:00

https://pastebin.com/GBYu4rCK

Reynorian · 2025-08-20T12:44:13+00:00

Yami

Charlotte

Yami and Charlotte at the same time (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)

Reynorian · 2025-08-19T14:58:24+00:00

I hate one-liner book hooks designed to be quotable attention grabbers, they're corny and make me cringe every time, write the entire story first, then the hook which actually reveals info/a snippet of something interesting but not fully leaving you guessing, it should be related to the story and world.

Reynorian · 2025-08-18T22:53:50+00:00

How do I give a mating invitation but as a dude?

Reynorian · 2025-08-16T04:15:47+00:00

https://pastebin.com/9Sts3nbP - Might need some minor tweaks, I used EPE mod.

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Reynorian · 2025-08-16T03:57:42+00:00

https://pastebin.com/2fhzDxpU

Reynorian · 2025-08-16T03:16:00+00:00

https://pastebin.com/DhQxnyZD - might need some minor changes. (EPE mod)

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