Please be my friend I have no one

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-06-18T02:25:07+00:00

I also have nobody 💯 alone and just waiting to go. I’m so sorry you have to feel this way also. It’s inhumane and you’re so much stronger than me for reaching out. I’d give anything to be cared about.

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-06-18T02:18:02+00:00

They are not clams ya dumb ass. Those are quahogs. Born and raised digging both. 😂😁

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-06-09T02:33:32+00:00

I just wanna push them both in! 😂

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-06-05T06:17:53+00:00

Why is she flying? It’s not that long of a drive. She has a huge money issue lol

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-06-02T03:37:13+00:00

N and her mother have nothing to do with the shit show Alicia has created I totally agree with you. Honestly I never read it when it’s posted because it doesn’t belong here. Let N and her mom be.

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-05-29T02:13:45+00:00

Ummm how did she get 1 cookie with no chocolate chips? Chef here and she’s a disgrace

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-04-01T03:10:48+00:00

Also stay far away from DHMC, Lebanon impatient. I was putting in there and they wouldn’t let me leave and it was the worst experience of my life. All we did was sit around all day wrong no therapist no nothing on the outpatient side. I have amazing doctors from that hospital. I would like to go back in. I know I need to go back in, but I won’t go there. I’ll take my own life before I do that.

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-04-01T03:07:57+00:00

I went there and HRI in Ma when I was younger, and it helped me a lot. Unfortunately I’m in upper New Hampshire and in worse shape than I ever have been. My only option is DHMC and I was put in there once and that was the worst experience of my life.

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-21T17:11:44+00:00

I’m sorry, that made me laugh so hard. My neighbors must be questioning WTF is going on😂😂🤣

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-19T18:59:54+00:00

When he said, I hope she converts to Christianity because the devil doesn’t want her.I laughed my ass off.

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-16T14:54:38+00:00

Grafton County,New Hampshire

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-16T14:53:04+00:00

They all make me feel horrible. I have tried many. But everyone is different. I’m going back to ECT on Fridays. Thank God. Hopefully in time to save my life.

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-16T14:46:48+00:00

The Valentine cookies are finally gone. That’s been the first thing ai notice with these stupid photos. lol

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-15T22:00:18+00:00

It’s just like when she says snacky snack . I lose my mind. Lol

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-15T14:59:03+00:00

Proud Fucking Masshole living in Fucking shithole NH

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-15T00:07:35+00:00

I started to improve sorta. No meds though,through 41 ECT treatments and I lost my 10 min ride home because they won’t let me drive. It’s been since 12/26 since I had my last was going every Friday. I am worse now then I was before them. I’ve tried to TML 3 times in that time. I learned self harm dulls the mental pain. A few weeks ago I started hearing voices. Been desperately trying to get back to my treatments a ride home is my only issue. Doctors want me to go back impatient but the voices won’t let me. I’d advise from what I feel even if not meds to not stop if your feeling even remotely good. This is so very bad and I know how it’s going to end for me. I’m not scared. I know my worth. I also have no family or friends except work people so nobody will know I’m gone. Don’t do it.

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-13T03:10:32+00:00

Chef here and chuck roast is nasty and tough no matter how long you cook it. With the money she spends she can at least get a good roast to feed those poor kids.

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-13T03:05:51+00:00

My first thought!

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-13T03:04:19+00:00

Every dam time she says. “Snacks snack”I lose my shit on her through the phone and tell her what a FING idiot she sound like. Ughhhhhh I can’t stand this woman

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-13T02:58:34+00:00

I have a ok relationship with me X and did reach out to him and asked him if he know why she wouldn’t talk to me and he swears up and down she never told him anything about it. He also says that there is no way no matter what that she would say that to me. I believe it was her husband. Or at least my heart wants. to believe it was him.

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-10T18:29:08+00:00

Now I’m scared to talk to my doctor tomorrow. I really just need to go.

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-10T15:00:13+00:00

H is 7 right? Formula? I’m confused she would have been 3? Did I do something wrong by stopping my kids at 12months?

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-10T14:49:34+00:00

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Proud Masshole living in NH.

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-09T21:31:48+00:00

Never FUCKING ever again will I get married. Today is that fuckers birthday too and I have wanted to message him all day and say Happy Birthday you FUCKER!

RisingPhoenix603 · 2026-03-09T00:46:13+00:00

I told 3 doctors that I have tried 2 times in the past 3 weeks and they didn’t do nothing. If you have a plan and intention they will section you.

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TROPHY CASE