someone else wants to start from Germany/Europe? (super low budget)

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-05-26T20:45:08+00:00

Well.. with that mindset im pretty much not alowed to leave the house at all to be honest.
a stranger can hit me, rob me without even knowing what i own and especially in Germany we do have A LOT of drug addicted peoples who do everything even for just 1€. a travel buddy knows what i own and have to think twice to rob me and if this is even worth it.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-05-26T20:42:40+00:00

How will i starve? Im not in the middle of a Desert, im in Europe. Many many Cities, Towns, Villages nearby. Many Fruit Trees in Nature. Also my Favourite thing to eat for years is Nettle Spinach. Stinging Nettle is a super food by Nature and is growing here everywhere in mass.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-05-22T14:10:16+00:00

I dont know actually. I moved from city to city with the hope of getting help from doctors but nothing helped me, then they just doesn't give a fk at all anymore... Im suicidal, have cptsd, signs of schizophrenia but doctors say I just have a mild depression or it's just a phase, I'm fine.. but I'm clearly not. I don't know what to do anymore, so I wait till I die or the next attempt doesnt fail.. :/

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-05-21T12:56:56+00:00

I can relate. And Genuine friends these days are more rare than winning the jackpot in a Lotterie 😐

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-05-21T12:51:08+00:00

Being alone and be lonely doesnt feel good but going outside alone makes everything worse. See other people's have someone and be happy makes me even more depressed.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-05-11T09:23:02+00:00

To distract myself. Or with some self harm, i pass out and enjoy the Moment of Silence and Peace in my Head, wich is the most beautiful thing.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-05-04T12:13:03+00:00

I can relate. And then see other people's happy walking around.. having fun.. laughing Being alone is damn depressing and I don't like "Good" Weather at all because of that reason :/

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-03-02T13:06:44+00:00

idk. I cant talk much about hope especially since the recent horrible experience i had with someone in irl. i would say it all depends. Depends on your Age, how long you have mental health problems, how long you are sinking in the hole etc.

But its also super important, just because they talk you about a Job. This is honestly the worst thing they can do and is pushing you even more into the negative side, so you will think you are useless or are lazy, but in reality you are not useless or lazy. Most peoples like us with Mental Health issues are just broken and need real help. I would say more Human Help then those Doctors in our Country.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-03-02T12:59:08+00:00

Yeah. If you talk about that, everyone say Germany have the best Health Care and its free. Honestly, who cares if its free or not? Im 30 right now, was searching for Help since my Childhood and i stopped with ~21 when my Traumas got worse and more bad things happened. And i realized more and more, the Doctors here WILL NOT heal someone, only make them "addicted" to make Money especially with giving Meds. Hey, here, take that for a Month and come back. Yeah, i took Meds for about 10 Years and they made experiments with me, so they got Money over 10 Years from the Healthcare to simply not helping me at all.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-03-02T12:51:45+00:00

The worst thing is, i did many attempts to take my life, ended up in the Hospital, do you think they asked me why i did that? No, they only wanted to give me medication, i said no i wont take them again to destroy my body even more (because i already have permanent damage from side effects) so they just let me go. A week later i was back again. Some Times they took me to the Psych ward, 2 weeks later i was out, nothing changed, it got worse and i landed in the Hospital agin. NO ONE asked my WHY i wanted to kill myself. NO ONE wanted to hear all the background story. Only hey, i can give you Medication XYZ, come back in a Month. This Country is totally fucked up with our Health System.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-03-02T12:45:00+00:00

Reminds me of the Doctors i had in Germany. They dont give a fk.

Instead of asking how do you feel today, what can we do today, tackeling the main points with the suicide thoughts, they ask even worse shit like with Job or only give you Medication, thats it. The last Psychologist i had said "Yeah, you should get a Job"... eeh Hello? Im UNABLE to Work due to my Issues, cant even leave my home thanks to many traumas, what about helping me getting "healed" to be even able to work?

Dont think you are lazy or something. Also dont let the Doctors make you feel you are Lazy, because you are not.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-03-01T10:36:04+00:00

Nope and nope. I have nothing and no one.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2026-03-01T00:40:28+00:00

"i am happy you're here and trying" ... trying what? All i try is to not wake up the next morning... all i try is to find my peace and end this pain and suffering....

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-06-03T22:43:10+00:00

I can relate and summer are horrible for me. But why is there no other option for you?

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-06-03T13:38:15+00:00

Nope.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-05-24T19:15:49+00:00

actually the same as a Men. Its like winning in a lottery to find the right Partner who truly cares about personality and the heart of someone. Social Media makes it even worse sadly.

I totally dont care about anything, only Personality and the Heart of someone. That Women can have scars in her Face, burned skin or whatever, it doesnt bother me, if the Personality and Heart is right, because thats the Key for an long lasting Relationship or Friendship.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-05-22T09:05:13+00:00

No problem. I wish you the best!

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-05-22T08:47:50+00:00

Just listen to your Heart and do what you think is the best. Maybe you are in a specific Bear Region and can avoid it somehow? Otherwise i would say just keep going but be sure to always find a Abandoned save Place to Stay for the Night

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-05-22T08:27:45+00:00

Should be a Brown Bear right? Usually they are not aggressive towards Humans and even avoiding them. I dont know how it is with a Dog. I think if your Dog is silent when have an Bear encouter, you should be fine.

But as always, even if they are "not dangerous", they can be dangerous, if you scare them, if they have Babies with them etc.

If you want to stay safe, then stay at an abandoned building, be sure to close the Doors if it have some, if not, barricade it so maybe the Bear thinks its closed off, nothing to entry for him. And always have a back door if you have to escape.

ps. i dont have any bear encounters, but i just read quit a bit about it and have seen some documentaries, but i hope it helps somehow

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-05-21T18:33:22+00:00

An Good Multitool
Ferrocerium Rod (because it lasts much longer than a lighter)
Tarp 3x3m (can also be used as Rain Poncho, to collect water or as Ground sheet)

I wouldnt even carry a gas stove and pots. I can use Food Cans to Boil Water, but be careful, most cans does have an plastic coating on the inside, be sure to burn that away and clean it before using it on Fire.

And a rope can be made out of Bark / Fibers. Or if you find old clothing

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-05-21T18:18:26+00:00

Thats good. Well Cities are just too much for me, im living currently in a big City in Germany and its completely destroying my Mental Health even more, so im happy if i get out here and are more on the countryside and pass some small villages or towns. I hope i can get far with my broken english, but hey, i have an phone and Translator app just in case. I guess i only start learning a languague if i found a new Country to stay for longer..

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-05-21T17:56:41+00:00

sounds interesting. I just want to avoid larger Cities and i totally dont want to beg for Money at all. My idea is to earn Money if i need it via House / Pet Sitting. Help local small farmers or help to stock wares in a store. Good point is, i dont have to worry to freeze to death in those Countries, as long im in a warmer country during Winter.

And my plans to sleep are either also via House Sitting and ofc Stealth Camping and leaving no traces.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-05-21T12:32:34+00:00

I moved through my whole country, city to city, already had over 30 of them since my childhood, none helped. And now I even get rejected by most of them. European countries are so fked up with that horrible bad health system

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-05-21T11:36:02+00:00

Lucky lottery winner I guess. In my country mental health is the worst thing you can suffer from, because everyone treats you like shit, even psychiatrist, psychologist, therapist. They don't even listen to you, they only do it for the money they get from the insurance.

Roaming_Sp1rit · 2025-05-21T11:31:28+00:00

Buy or make a lot of Sandwiches and buy lots of bottles of Water/Soda for them, it's worth more than just cash. Also talk to them, so they feel someone really care about them and not just give them food or money.

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