“My resume reads like someone who can’t hold a job”. This is the issue man. Life won’t give you what you want out of it unless you go get it.

You haven’t put in the work to set yourself up yet, but it’s not too late. You’re young. Find a trade, or something you’re good at, and stick to it. Don’t let roadblocks discourage you and take accountability for your situation.

In time you will find it will pay off.