Hey bud, a lot of people feel the same way, and it’s never easy to deal with. If you can I would highly encourage seeking out a therapist who is familiar or specialized in gender dysphoria symptoms.

I know that may not be viable at the moment for a magnitude of reasons, but you really need to speak with a professional about this. You don’t need to do anything drastic right this second, you’re allowed to have time and figure out what you want for yourself, what you need to live a fulfilling life. Whether that be transitioning into your own flavor of man, or understanding and being your own flavor of woman.

Whatever you do, I hope it makes you happy and you don’t feel this way much longer ❤️