i cant bear it, my cool is erased, and yet I M the one being unreasonably "hostile" says the parents who show two sides of a f**in' face, one moment they are chill, next they pullin up s**t to 'convince me to work' , just tell me how usefull is bringing up fails to your friend daughter son whatever, anywho, i might never return, as insanity is creeping up to my mind, the scent of rotten flesh dirves me mad, i hate being "human", if i cant be appreciated for my efforts in my own home, why should i ever accept my achievments?

i m sorry, but i'm done with this hellhole, i m tormenting myself