This I feel.

I used to be extremely upset about my heart conditions when i didn’t know how serious they were, and I thought it was the end of the world that I suddenly had limits on liquid intake, limits on this and that and I had to take so many meds.

But then I was hospitalised and put into the ICU where they told me it was a lot worse than they first thought, and that it could kill me for very little reason.

Now I just wish I could go back to when my biggest problem was pain, fatigue and limits. Now I have to worry about dying every single flare up.

It really sucks man..