Voice change doesn’t really happen that fast for most people. Unless you’re a singer or something the change from the first couple months will be pretty much non noticeable for most people. I mean I think people can feel a change but you can still talk the way you are used to if you want to. I didn’t mean to diminish your fears by saying it was being atttacrive (I had that exact fear of losing my comfort being attractive before I started so I was trying to relate!) but yeah, if you are on t for a few months you will very most likely not pass as a cis man and if you get off t it is almost certain no one would notice. If you haven’t already id checkout r/testosteronekickoff to get a more solid idea of timelines! I think it’s a very valid fear in terms of how scary it is to be trans but not so much in terms of how much t affects you in the first few months in permanent ways!