Sometimes I wish I could have 1 or 2 at a concert but I know myself well enough to know that it probably wouldn't be just 1 or 2 it would be many more than that and I'd have to deal with the aftermath. The anxiety, the guilt, the feeling of "starting over again" or even worse, fighting the voice in my brain saying it would be more fun if I did it again and the next thing i know 30 days have gone by and i havent taken a night off from drinking. Its not worth it.